When People Say Goodbye

todae ish da 26th of march ... de end of us ... everithin's gone ... i'll lyk 2 wish u all da best in wadeva u do ... da memories wil b vividly carved in mah heart ...

now i'm alone on mah own agn ... i'll pick mahself up n walk 2 mah future ...

i noe it has been 327327845928490 years since i blogged ...

but ...

u guys can jus tag rite ???

mah blog's ROTTIN ...

^__ xiaolynn bu kuai ler

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3/26/2006 09:34:00 PM

kinda quarrelled wif him todae ... hais ... i dunno y ... he nv ask jiu show mui attitude ... i alreadi beri shag lerx ... n he makes it even worse ... it's alwaex liddat ... does he reali lurve mui ??? i doubt sho ... i reali tried mah best ... but his character ish 2 muach fer mui 2 take ... i wan a man whu can kip da rltsp stable ... nort puttin it at edges everitym ... wadeva he does make mui fil sho cheap ... makes mui fil dat i'm nort valued at all ... y cant he stop hurtin mui ??? i noe i alwaex put up a strong front even wen everithin's wrong ... but he jus nv understands how muach it hurts inside ... i dunno if i wanna continue ... but i jus hope everithin 2 turn fer da better ... i'm reali sick of all tis ... i shld hav nv agreed 2 tis rltsp at all ... hais ... i'm lost in mah life ....

aniwae ...

adding on 2 da shagness ...

i flung mah common test by failing a maths n eng =.= if i had passed, i'll b top 5 ... mah fren failed 4 subjects ... yet he's da 10th position ... while i'm da 22nd position ... sho darn unfair ... 4get it ... i jus hate everithin now ...

here's mah beautiful results ...

eng --> 32 - f9 ( da paper was reali tough kkz ... 3/4 of da lvl failed )
chinese --> 78 - a1 ( well ... at least an A )
combined humanities --> 59 - c5 ( wth ... almost b4 )
combined science --> 58 - c5
a-math --> 47 =.= - d7
e-math --> 65 - b3
f&n --> 51 - c6

hiyah ... c wad i mean ???

i now reali beri luan ... if he wanna hurt himself ... den let him hurt lor ... he promised mui but he has nv kept it ... since he hav sho lil confidence in mui ... den let him jealous all he wan lor ... it reali wasn't mah fault aniwae .. do wadeva he wan ... i dun care ... i alreadi told him wad i could ... da future ish his 2 crave ...

jus let tym wash awae da pain ... n hopefulli wash awae da memories ...

xiaolynn fils f***ed up

' SHATTERED <3>
3/10/2006 09:15:00 PM

hmmm ... was quite disappointin wen i got mah results fer common test ...

failed eng ( i admit i suck at compre !!!)
failed social stardiex i suppose ... prepared 2 fail alreadi
failed a-maths 2 tymx =.=
chi from a1 drop to b3 ( thx 2 da diff paper ... )
geog was ok ... got a b3 as usual ...
managed 2 pass chem ... but i could hav got an a1 .... lost 6marks outta 25 which means i waste 24 marks outta 100 =.= careless mui ... cant blame ani 1 ...
physics i dunno yet ... dat lazi teacher probably haven marked it at all ...

but whu cares aniwae ... common test alwaex sho tough ... i swear i'll pass everithin if i can at o levels ... hahas ... fats hope ... i beginnin 2 fil wad u ppl call " stress " mah target ish 2 get an aggregate above 15 ... although mah course onli nids lyk 20 2 get in ... hahas ...

tis few daex dint go quite rite ... i dun hav tym 2 reali blog sho tis shall b a looooonggg entry ... pardon mui ... lols ...

i kind of last min met up wif mah bao bei den go chalet ... den saimo msged da wrong person ... sho we went downtown east instead of coasta sands ... den bao bei got sho angri cuz no 1 picks his fone cuz dey were all swimmin ... sho he tot dey wan tua us ... hahas ... aft dat he got angri agn cuz tra lala n mui plae until 2 guo fen ... ( sryy bao bei =x )

i dint hav tym 2 pei bao bei on sundae , mondae n tuesdae!!!!! sho bad of mui ... sundae i went out wif mah mum ... shopped ALOT reali mean alot ... spent lyk 300plus dollars ... lols ... mondae i got 2 c bao bei ... but fer a short tym onli ... he sent mui 2 sch n bac home ... den aft dat he accompany mui take bus go tao payoh cuz it's mah mum's burfdae n i havin dinner wif her dere ... HAPPI BURFDAE MUM =) LURVE YA LOTS HEHE ... i noe i hav been naughty ... lols ... gav u lotsa troubles ... but u noe sumthin ... u r reali gettin lazi !!!!!!=x lols ...

as fer todae ... which ish tuesdae ... mah bao bei couldn't wake up on tym sho dint fetch mui 2 sch ... lols ... nvm ... dats da wae i wan it ... duwan him 2 waste tym ...den aft sch he was at home sleepin ... sho i ask him continue 2 slp hahas ... cuz he lyk beri tired ... n he lurve 2 slp .. lols ... he's mah sweet lil pig ... hehes ...

wen i got home ... mah mum was at home =.= sho couldn't go over 2 find bao bei ... he said sumthin make mui sho sad lor ... i said:" tml i go find u lor ... sry leix ... " he reply:" no nid la ... how i noe u tmr hse got wad ppl ar ..." hais ... he sound lyk i givin him excuses ... but i reali tellin him da truth lor ... nvm ... i'll stil lurve him as muach=)

hais cannot blog le ... do f&n liao ... hahas ...

xiaolynn lurves casper=)

' SHATTERED <3>
3/07/2006 05:19:00 PM

i kinda neglected mah blog fer da past 2 wks ??? lols ... coz of mah DARN com ... hahas .. rebooted it lyk 128748795380998045 tymx ... hahas ..

mani things happened during tis tym ...

da moment probably da best in mah life took place on da 25th of feb ...

i found mah destiny =) i dun wish 2 elaborate 2 muach coz i duwan da same thing 2 happen lyk mah frens ... u noe ... anon tags tryin 2 break up ppl ... lols ...

i reali lazi 2 blog la ...
hehes ... wil try 2 blog as soon as possible ...

xiaolynn ish in lurve

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3/05/2006 09:10:00 PM