When People Say Goodbye

Changing Light bulbs.

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?

A: 4 whole faculties. One faculty to design the new bulb, one faculty to test it out, one faculty to market it and one guy to write a stupid E-mail about light bulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?

A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?

A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?

A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?

A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change light bulb??

A: None. They'd use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?

A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate (how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?

A: They'd prefer it darker. *raises eyebrows*

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?

A: None. Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?

A: They wouldn't bother.

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?

A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?

A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?

A: Huh, what litebarbu...

Q: Don't you guys wonder who wrote this?

A: TJC!

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the light bulb?

A: None. They think they are very bright already.

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change the light bulb?

A: F*** the light bulb lah, the principal will do something about right barbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

something i got from an ex-schoolmate's blog. hope that entertained you guys for a minute. =) *the smell of your skin lingers

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2/26/2007 02:42:00 AM

am happy for the past few days, but very sad also.

HAPPY....

cause got alot of mahjong

SAD....

cause i lost alot......

i think in total i lose about 50bucks already LOL !!! but jarrel kept winning, shiok la !!! cause always i fang pao give him one ma =.= haha.

gonna catch norbit tomorrow with jarrel, maybe dining at sakura too. "just follow law" with mummy on the 6th =p nothing much to blog la. starting to "abandon" this blog already haha, thanks to my internet connection.

so sleepy, meet me at lalaland =)

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2/26/2007 01:51:00 AM

wahahaha !!! revamped !!!! initially thought of changing settings and skin for the new year, dated 1st january 2007. but i proscastinated until now LOL. jolynn where got lazy ?? tell you all hor, i was born hardworking one you know .....

BLEAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no more bold fonts and white background haha. hope it's ok for your eyes to read. i think the picture tops it all, make the skin outstanding. this was the 1st skin i previewed, lucky me =) it caught my eye. though i did some browsing with other skins, none could really be compared to this =p perhaps, that's just my taste.

soooo proud of myself la haha. me as a computer illiterate can handle html codes w/o leaving much of mistakes. BRAVO !!! here i am praising myself. i was trying to make the links red in colour, thinking that it'll look better. but i just couldn't get it, anyone can help ??

there ... my lover =p

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2/22/2007 05:13:00 AM

this post will be kind of "pictury" haha. my usual bloggings are full of words and rants, darn boring. so today i decided to be kind to your eyes, and not be lazy. so i digged up the recent photos, or maybe outdated ones to post it up here.

disclaimer: owner is not liable for its content, and shall not be responsible if any signs of discomfort present after viewing =p

nice arse =p

the picture i promised. it was having so much fun by just looking at me =x

"who is this ?? why her face like alien like that?? so diff from mine."

dire consequence of boredom

when you feel like smiling

after receiving results, with besties at hougang mall. *smiles

suddenly wave of inspiration, not spectacular at all after 2nd look though.

"it tastes yummy !!! i love my tail =)"

"on a lazy day ... you feel so good just taking my photo huh ??"

the nicer one, i promised her not to disclose the uglier ones haha. friends forever =p

pretty outdated already. "bencher's" gathering on 2nd of january 2007. credits to mishal plus the cheese and chilli powder at pizza hut. outlet: kovan =)

those were the days...

i found this in my phone =.=

that's all for today. hope no one fainted =) i don't have pic for CNY cause i don't have a camera and also lazy to camwhore with my "oh-so-lousy" 1.3 megapixels phone camera haha. i've grown too fat to look at least nice on photos, which means there is one less camwhore on earth =p wait till i lose weight, armaegedon(dont know how to spell) will strike !!! LOL.

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2/20/2007 11:00:00 PM

BI BI BA BI BOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! was supposed to blog yesterday but was toooo tired.

met up with namira, mishal, lynnette, heni, nicholas and gobi. namira, mishal and i planned to meet earlier. so namira told me to meet at 11am, we were going to vivo la. but she didn't say where, so i reached vivo at 11am and they were meeting at amk =.=" early in the morning vivo is really cold and empty la. somemore my jacket's design cannot be found over there so can't exchange.

waited for others to arrive then we bought tickets for "epic movie". took a walk to pet's safari. spent a long time playing with those animals there. not gonna post any pic up !!! haha cause it's all abt me playing a fool. then we realised it was getting late, so we headed to food republic for lunch as i kept complaining =p

food republic was too crowded la so we just bought some finger food. but the carrot cake too salty la, alot of MSG. movie was really funny but i kept dozing off due to the lack of sleep last night. namira dahlan was laughing like some mad woman can !!! everyone looking in our direction lor haha, she's DAMN loud la !!! haha.

later on we just kept walking to and fro, cause me, nicholas and gobi were walking at normal pace while the rest walked like snails haha. but it's normal la, when there's a group. then i parted with them around 2plus and took mrt with gobi, nicholas and mishal.

went to bishan to meet jarrel and chun hui for another movie haha. "protege" VERY nice !!! but kinda abit disgusting and scary to me. some bloody and gross scene la. shall not go into details, though this movie has premiered for sometime alrdy but there are people who haven't watch it.

for me i think that "protege" worth 8bucks but "epic movie" go on mondays when it cheapest cause it's only 1hour and 15mins. and not much of logic la haha. browsed around causeway point, had dinner and went home.

today was quite a dunno what day. woke up rather early to meet gwen's friend, eldora, for my jumper. bought one from her, quite fitting but hopefully i can lose some weight when schoold starts cause there'll be walking around :) play some arcade and was damn lucky in that mahjong again. i walked over to my friend and played for him half way, then zi mo two times LOL !!! same thing happened with jarrel too haha.

headed to jarrel's cousin house for manicure and pedicure. couldn't decide for the design so do quite long haha. actually i just wanted to keep it simple, a french manicure but the white polish has dried up already haha. her hand was injured but she still help me do, thanks =p though some curves abit wierd, particularly the right thumb, i kept fussing with it, to see if can cover it, but no way haha. already quite nice already la, somemore she charge me very cheap only, so cannot too demanding as people are injured. 30plus bucks for manicure and pedicure haha. doing advertisement for free LOL. but she's really good at it. if it's me, i'll either make alot of polish go out of line or paint it too uneven, or spoil it before it dries. even if it successfully dries, i'll chip it off in no longer than 1 week haha, cause i got no skill in putting polish so it chips off rather easily.

jarrel kept bullying me can but nvm la haha. he sleep for so long while waiting LOL. did something which kinda disappointed him. i'm sorry but it's not as easy as you think it is. cause i stopped totally, it's really terrible lor. you say heartache but no one ever gave me allowance, i didn't stop slowly but abruptly. if you ask anyone who has the same habit as me to stop it right away, they couldn't have bear with it more than a month. many examples whom you know. if i can't even re-play it once in a blue moon, then watch me end up in hospital real soon. how much do i suffer in the mornings and nights ?? you don't know ..

whatever la .. played pool at plaza, saw some secondary school friends there. searched around for manicure equipments at hougang mall, nail palace sells it real expensive. it's 2 digit figures, i almost bought them if they were a lil cheaper. but luckily i didn't, i found one 3 times cheaper at chameleon LOL. and one 12 times cheaper at the pasar malam haha. now i only lack the brush, the cream and the sponge. cream is quite ex la, when i need then buy.

watched the funfair thingy, reached house downstairs and chat. till 11plus then go home. saw something dated 12/02, some feelings and reflections about it. but i guess i really am like that, so i shan't bother anymore. i happen to know outta chance, but i sound like, well i dunno .... sorry for that. i will get lost.

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2/17/2007 01:43:00 AM

well .. my blog seems to become more negative than ever. since already like that then make it worse la. i also bo bian ... is BO BIAN ok !!! haha.

this has been quite a cliche for today, today only. "VALENTINE'S DAY ALL ALONE" many people have been using that as their nick, so on and blah blah. i'm also alone but still alright because i have never spent valentine's day with anyone. i mean those "planned" type la, with your love one.

despite all these whining and stuff, i still have some happy stuff to blog about fortunately. woke up at 3pm-ish, and received 17 msges. i went "o.000000" ok, all wishing me happy valentine's. so i'm still considered to be quite lucky, though i don't spend it with anyone in particular, i have many wishes =)

sad lao pa called and chat. long time since i heard from him, happy happy =p had fun laughing with him talking crap for 10mins. then my mum called. then my uncle, and made fun of me haha. he's dating his wife of course, but he thought i will have someone to spend it with. he offered to send me to dhoby ghaut but took back his offer, lame la !!! haha.

i then went out about 5pm-ish to meet mummy and dhoby ghaut. till now she still thinks that orchard atrium is linked to plaza singapura =.= no point bringing her out la, she doesn't bother to rmb anything, she'll still lose her way the 100th time she go to the exact place.

walked to new cathay adidas shop !!! bought that jacket i've been eyeing for. was contemplating whether to buy the pink one too. couldn't find the red one. i must sound crazy, each jacket cost hundred plus and i'm thinking of buying 3 colours with the same design LOL. but i only bought the green stripe one, but there were no size "L" so i settled for "M". i like jacket to be big and comfy haha. well, can go other outlets to see if can exchange. then went back to hougang to makan and bought some personal stuff.

ok bad stuff now, close the window if you want to. another cliche "couples everywhere" =.= and the trend of giving flowers are rising. out of all the couples i see today, 80% of the girls have flowers in their hands. some of you may think i'm lucky, some may not, but in my life, i've only received 3 bouquets of flowers.

1st one when i was pri 6 or sec 1 i think. there was this guy around 18yrs old that time trying to ask me out, but i was too innocent to bother about love at that time LOL. then another one from my ex during our 2nd month when i was in sec2. another one also from an ex when i was sec3. no more... haha, none on valentine's day though.

so while walking with my mum, i rolled my eyes whenever a couple behave very very intimately in front of me. roll until the nerves behind the pupils threatened to snap =.=

aiya, one word "JEALOUS" liao la !!!'

BOOOOO !!!

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2/14/2007 10:26:00 PM

*AHEMS* well, what i have to say later on might be really mushy, bear with it.

this is like a reply to the tags lah. well, i believe actually all of you could have done alot better. it's just that we lose the passion towards education. i do have occasional relapse of this problem, and it happened right before exams. so, the previous months of mugging and hard work all gone.

don't say things like your aggregate is much worse or whatever add up more than me. cause "o" levels is just the 1st major step we are taking (if you exclude PSLE as impt), there are many more to go. it's just a lesson, a heavy one.

well, many of you will be getting your diploma in say about max. 2years ?? there are further studies or goals in life. but i just hope all of you don't lose hope in education and learning. and i have to confess, sometimes i love studying, with the exceptional of poly and further education. kinda unbelieveable that these words are coming outta my mouth. i'm feeling these because i seriously am not looking forward to tertiary education.

ehhhhh... what should i say ?? nevertheless, i just wish for all my friends to attain what they wished for and scale to great heights, be successful in life and never lose faith =) all the best guys, esp secondary school peeps. we probably be going seperate ways but we'll always remember the times, benching and crapping times. this is a very diff moment cause once we enter a new school, we get new friends, we change, and some of us may dislike the changes between one another. i really hope we'll remain the way how our friendship was. and 20years later, i wanna bump into ALL of you !!! haha, see who grows fatter than me =x see who becomes more handsome, who's richer, maybe i'll dump my husband if i spot someone better =xxx

ok my results as requested:

ENGLISH: freaking C6 *spoil my aggregate

COMBINED HUMANITIES: B3 *miracle but could have done better if i didn't run before exams.

ELEMENTARY MATH: A1

ADDITIONAL MATH: B3 *better than expected. careless mistakes everywhere despite drilling it for half a year. at least i didn't disappoint mr yeo =)

COMBINED SCIENCE(physics/chemistry): B3 *jarrel very happy cause he won his bet. well, but i didn't expect to do so well, thanks to macromolecules, 3 questions of it came out when i didn't study that chapter. and also that unforgettable practical.

FOOD AND NUTRITION: HOHOHO !!! freaking C6 * PASS LEH !!! only used up 3 nights for the coursework and half an hour for theory LOL !!! and the distinction rate was 0% HAHAHA !!! i laughed my asses out.

CHINESE: A2 *damn disappointing !!! many of them who retook it got A1, sighs. complaceny ..... =(

CHINESE ORAL: distinction

ok, now .. why unforgettable practical ??

question: how to obtain zinc sulphate from zinc oxide ? describe experiment in details. (3marks)

my ans: use iron(II)sulphate and mix the with zinc oxide. filter the solution to obtain residue. dry residue on evaporating dish.

lame la =.=

correct ans: mix zinc oxide with sulphuric acid. warm slightly with bunsen burner. filter to obtain residue and dry on evaporating dish.

SO EASY RIGHT !!! was just too complacent to study that 1st chapter. and too psycho-ed by theory. DISPLACEMENT REACTION !!!! someone tell me, how can displace oxide ?? *bish* how stupid of me. never thought of it until i was outta that examination hall. macromolecules and practical caused me to lose my A1 for science.

ok, that's it.

' SHATTERED <3>
2/13/2007 11:41:00 PM

我曾经爱过这样一个男人,
他说我是世上最美的女人.
我为他保留着那一份天真,
关上爱别人的门.
也是这个被我深爱的男人,
把我变成世上最笨的女人.
他说的每句话我都会当真,
他说最爱我的唇.

我的要求并不高,
待我像从前一样好.
可是有一天,你说了同样的话,
把别人拥入怀抱.
你身上有她的香水味,
是我鼻子犯的罪.
不该嗅到她的美,
檫掉一切陪你睡.
你身上有她的香水味;
是你赐给的自卑.

你要的爱太完美我永远都学不会...

meaningful ?? i think so. but life's really like that, isn't it ??

*reminiscing

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2/12/2007 11:13:00 PM

wo xi huan ni, zhen de hao ai ni.
ke shi ni yi fang qi le wo, ba wo wang de yi gan er jing.
wo bu fu qi, yin wei wo fu chu de bi bie ren duo,
dan shi you bu neng rang ni duo ai wo yi miao zhong.
nan dao wo zhen de bu zhi de ma ??
ci ke de wo zhi neng shuo "wo hao lei ..."

yin wei lei, suo yi cai fang qi le ni, wo de zui ai.

it wasn't meant to be,
shi4 dao4 ru2 jin1, wo3 zhi3 neng2 an1 wei4 zi4 ji3.
it wasn't meant to be,
shi4 dao4 ru2 jin1, zhi3 neng2 shuo1 wo3 men2 wu2 neng2 wei2 li4.
ke3 shi4 ni3 wo3 xin1 li3, qin1 chu3 ming2 bai2 zhe4 fen4 ai4, ruo4 jian1 chi2 zou3 xia4 qu4,
wo3 men2 hui4 zai4 yi1 qi3.

after our breakup, i've gone to your house a number of times. well, everything went rather painful this time for me. but 9th of feb, this is the day i left with the heaviest heart, a heart that's totally sunken. no anything very suicidal or what, but the totally lost and hopeless feeling. after this meeting, it assured me nothing less than 100% that someone or something have already stole your heart away. and you eyes already told me that we are impossible.

it's been a painful road to walk on, the times when i hanged on. the times my heart yelled out loud, the times when voices go unheard. i yearned for someone like i never did, i braved through the storms i never had. you used to tell me never to leave you, but now you're pushing me out that door. slamming it shut tightly, never letting me in though i'm suffering outside.

just what have we become ?? i can't accept the fact that your heart's already with something else. i may always sound like i'm making a big fuss about everything, but that is just how much you matter to me. but let me ask you, throughout these 8months of my agony while waiting, did i ever matter one bit to you ??

i never thought this day will come. i always thought that i could persevere and wait till you come back. i never knew it was gonna be so hard, i never knew that i wouldn't matter to you anymore. i always trusted your words that you say you'll care for me. but it doesn't seem like it's gonna work. i'm sad, really sad, but i can't cry anymore.

3oo4o6 11.11pm --> a wrongful decision made, if not for that, everything wouldn't be so painful now.

*writing a thousand words to express an infinity mixture of feelings.

' SHATTERED <3>
2/11/2007 11:35:00 PM

yes i shopped like hell yesterday, but i still can't find my blardie damned adidas jacket that i wanted for so long. i helped jarrel choose one, there were only 2 pieces left in that shop. i say nice nice nice but never buy =( wen to novena and that person say "in my memory, i think there's only 5 pieces sold islandwide." i almost fainted la !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(((((

ok tell me !!! it's 9th feb already !!!!!!!!!!!!! how how how !!! what to do, i haven't even decided what course to register for !! knock my head !!! arghh !!! am going out soon to meet the benchers. pray for me =((( lemme get like 16 or 17 and i'll be happy like hell !!!!

i pestered someone these a few days, i think he feels irritated about it. i'm really trying to make it the last time but i just keep longing for you. i will continue to try. get you outta my life.

wo jiu bu xiang xin zhi you ni zai wo xin li na me te bie, wo jiu bu xiang xin zhi you ni dui wo lai shuo shi na me zhong yao.

jiu shi yin wei lei le, suo yi fang qi. dui bu qi, rang wo tao chu hou hui de ying yin ba.

ni zou ni de yang guang dao, wo zou wo de du mu qiao. ZAI JIAN !!

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2/09/2007 09:05:00 AM

I wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish that i was still your girl.(wish i was still your girl.)
i miss your lips. your touch. your kiss.
i wish i wish i wish that i was still your girl
i need to have you here with me. i wish your still your girl ..

nice song, well at least it's is meaningful to me. haha, went to bugis AGAIN. have been frequenting there recently. bought that shirt i hesitated to buy yesterday. of course it's the matter of the price but i just bought it. hope i dont chuck it away in some corner of my room too soon haha. played pool and sucked like hell. hougang malled and went home.

something struck my mind while i was watching the last episode of "girl's out loud" on youtube about facial surgery and stuff like that. i think what's most wrong about it is not the vainity of those customers or the lousy excuses people come up with to get a surgery. it's not about how they should be contented or whatever.

i don't object a facial surgery. however, have any of the customers there thought about how their parents feel? before xiaxue went into the surgerical theatre, her mom visited her and cried alot ?? or maybe abit. ok, not the point.

point is, what if your child wants a facial surgery, be it a nosejob or facelift or botox or whatever shit. if it's me i will think like "why isn't my child happy with what i gave her after so much hardship bringing him/her up ?? is looking like me, or any family members really that miserable ??" yes, that is it. what is it so difficult to treasure what you have at birth ?? greed may be on of the reasons plus vainity perhaps. but is it to the extent when you cannot live with it except but to disappoint your parents and go for a surgery ??

if parents do not mind, then go ahead. if my child were to go for this thing, i won't kill him/her, but it just reflects how my child looks at the picture in front of him/her. and sometimes, it can be very disappointing.

people have different views, this is mine. why do you guys think ??

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2/08/2007 02:38:00 AM

well .. past few days have been ok .. BUT today .. i must scold something first ...

NI NA BEI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok lemme tell you why, TOTO tio 3 numbers again WTF !!!! #@$@#$$#%%& eff singapore pools la !!!! GRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok scold finish liao then i would like to congratulate our very own soccer team for winning the ASEAN cup again. good job =p i predicted the exact results, but i never bet LOL !!! it's ok, 4D and TOTO have been playing tricks on me recently, so i doubt i'll win in soccer also.

on the other hand, daren won superstar =((( not that i don't like him, but i like diya, keng bai and carrie better cause they have more potential. that's what i think la but nvm. somehow during the unplugged genre of the competition, i was deeply touched by the song sang by diya "fei ji". she sang it like it really has something related to her childhood, so it kinda "brought me into her world" fabulous =p

of course when there are happy things happening, sad things still take place. i do not wish to go into the details but i all can say is that all the time and patience given were wasted. i only see the changes turning worse, and the concern fading away. you really don't care, do you ??

let's hope for a better tomorrow. tomorrow i finally meet up with KG for the 1st time for sushi =p we seldom talk la, but not to the extent of feeling shy. don't mistake him for my next target cause he's attached for very very long alrdy LOL !!! brother warboy =p

of course the matter of losing weight in time for CNY comes later. let me procastinate further and i'll become the world's heaviest being. shopping on thursday with mommy, and results on freaking friday. i haven't thought of a way to spray my hair at the back but nvm.

jason still remembers our bet, let's see haha. gonna have fun crying there.

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2/05/2007 10:05:00 PM

i signed in friendster and read all the testimonials i had in both accs, then i realised my friends, sisters, ex-bfs, so on, are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet and cute haha.... the testimonials sent me on the floor laughing ..

WAHAHAHHAHAHA ...
WAHAHAHAHAHA !!!

ok i'm crazy lols. this particular ex bf, he only written one testimonial for me when we were together. there were a few before but it's 90% copy paste haha. people come and go, and i realise that he's the person that has never left after so many years. i neglected him for 2 yrs, and then here he came back. when i read that last testimonial he wrote for me, which is the one when we were together, it seemed like we were still together. a testimonial less than 1000words could make me tear, haha. silly of me huh. then the only thing he gave me when we were together was something he made himself, hand-written, and beautifully drawn, still in tip top condition. i promise i'll treasure those memories like i never did, i promise =)

feeling emo again, but this time it's more of happy than sad =p at least it doesn't hurt that much anymore.

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2/02/2007 02:51:00 AM

here we come the carolling, here we come the carolling, here we come the carolling .. may god bless you, god bless you, goooodddd bllleeeessss YYYYOUUUU ~~~

haha, in love with this xmas carol, though christmas is over but i just love it la. i'm also wondering where to download english songs, as i don't usually listen to them. an old sing though, christina aguilera's hurt.

hian leng promised to help me burn "one litre of tears" =))) thanks, at least got some nice dramas to watch le. after er zuo ju zhi wen, nothing really interest me that much, with the exceptional of "triumph over the skies" la.

on the 28th of jan, i went to temple with my mum after she finished her prayers for an elderly who was going to pass away soon. i felt really guilty la, cause i didn't manage to wake up on time to pray due to lack of sleep the past 2 days.

lunched at swensens, then meet my aunt. she seems wierd today, nvm. went to vivo, first time, sua ku i know, but just too avoid the BIG crowds. now it's still crowded but not that bad. nothing much actually, but i like the roof garden haha. ate at ASIAN kitchen, yum yum =) the food's really nice but kinda ex. 6 teeny wheeny xiao long baos for 5 bucks, veg wanton soup for 6bucks =.= i don't even need a dollar to cook that la. but still yummy. craved for zhu za tang, so went to food court to have it. went home around 9plus. at the control station i turned right instead of left so mummy said "you too tired huh, walk wrong la .. own house also dunno how to go .."

me: WHO SAY I WANT TO GO HOME ONE ?? i want go buy liew lian ..
mum: !!! i thought u just ate that 2 days ago ??
me: you buy one not nice one ..(remember the durian i said was watery and tasteless ?? like lychee without sugar in it)
mum: you better control your diet hor !!
me: hana, nvm one la .. i fei de kai xin .. i pay la !!!
mum: you say one ar !!!

3 packets of durian for 15bucks cause the shop was closing soon. bargained the XO one for 5bucks lols. 2 packets were super duper nice that i left some for tmr =p but one packet was bitter like $##$%$%^%^^& mama finished up that one cause i don't like bitter durians. and i will vomit if i force myself to eat too much of something i don't like. so poor mummy, trying to save the trouble of clear excretion from my mouth, she had to force bitter fleshes of low-quality durians down her throat. i kindly offered her two of mine =p so that at the end of the bitter ones, she can an wei herself HAHA .. so nice of me to offer only 2 > . <

monday was spent slacking at home because i had fever. so mum forbid me to go out =(((

and one more thing i felt really bad about. the elderly kicked the bucket at night =((((( i feel really so guilty, how can i not accompany her at her last journey cause of my laziness =(((

went to jarrel's house early in the morning. then went to funland around 4plus. bought 4D and TOTO before going. guess what, mrusuinoob put us up !!! not that he never turn up, he turned up but didn't dare to challenge. hide behind qi sheng for what !!! say what you started it you will end it, threatened to fight or something. reach already don't even dare to on light, HAM CHEESE la you. kns, waste our bus fare. qi sheng friend so what, i think qi sheng also feel embarassed to have a friend like you. say so loud end up don't dare to mark your words. PUI ar !!!

left for home around 6pm. passed NONO the part 2 of VCD. then changed and went down for the funeral. i hate the part when i have to socialise, my mum's so-called good friends. she treat them very good de lor, people ask for directions she explain liao. then after funeral find so hard for the person just to bring her there. how come when i say something she will never rmb de =.= she very considerate de lor =.= she very thin-skinned one la, want face only. then anyhow intro me, just to psycho me to the fo xue ban. she just don't understand la, she think i will sucuumb to this type of pressure ?? no way. not that i refuse to believe in buddha, is the way she try so hard that make me feel contemptions against her. i will listen to my uncle rather than her preach because she love to bomb. always tell me tales that never existed =.= nvm, that's just her. maybe one day she'll tell me that i'm actually a boy.

throughout the prayer session, i couldn't catch up la. those chinese characters were fan ti zi la. then they chanted it so fast lor. there was one part where we repeat it for 100times. same tone same words, i didn't sleep last night, so was trying really hard not to doze off. i already didn't turn up on sunday, so i cannot so what ma. so my head went doink doink doink =x but nv sleep la. ate then went to hougang mall ta pow KFC. pig haha. reached home and snored until 4pm on wed.

mum bought dinner back, watched many channels at a time la. soccer on chan 5, superstar on chan u, and xia yi zhan chi she me on chan8. on thing i must conclude from the match today, thailand players have no sportmanship la. it was an obvious foul the first time and they wasted 8 mins protesting and throwing tantrums =.= they have aggregate goal liao still kpkb. end up give them a free kick also never go in, lousy means lousy. who knows the next match we play at their country, they might come up with other dirty tricks ?? they made many attempts to injure the bodies of singapore players. SORE LOSERS. why ?? i think they feel that they are very mighty and cannot accept the fact that they only draw with singapore. don't be so what la, you think by shouting at the referee people need to give you your way ar, lucky the referee was really fair. though singapore is small, doesn't mean you can defeat them easily =.= hope singapore will beat them flat the next one. thailand sucks !!!

end of entry, long one huh. but thailand players really suck !! as well as their blardie coach. i don't usually watch soccer, but this time i was laughing my asses out. stupid reckless people.

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2/01/2007 01:48:00 AM