When People Say Goodbye

all of a sudden i don't know where to start haha.

many many things happened these few days, both happy and sad la. most of the time i felt so frustrated la, but i think should be ok liao ba.

cause of all those things, i got mood swings on tues haha. after KAP sat 74 home with zeke, weenee and zhiliang, plus his friend i dunno de haha. play until all of a sudden emo liao. sorry =x

stephanie's last day on wednesday. work quite slack, rather happy. after work play like siao haha, 10pm jiu finish closing le, half an hour wait for time to punch card, $2.50 leh. first time see onn onn laugh until like that =p he tio "rape" by us sia.

then go down eat with onn and zhan yi of course plus stephanie la. then adeline and aileen come down join us. onn onn kanna suan like siao, i think he play until tu lan lor. halfway jiu leave le, SIANED !!!!!!!!!!!!

this week is like soooooooo tiring. tues was like crazy !!!!!!!!!!! attachment, very bad things happened la. then chiong projects. after that is choir then KAP. then go home chiong all the way until next morning thanks to the damn project, edited so much stuff la.

then wednesday got 5hours of lecture =.= ji tao sleep the whole day, if not for attendance, i will just sleep at home haha. work already talk about it liao la, don't lor sor keke.

thursday was fun =p woke up at 12-ish, so long since i did that. went to bugis for my last session of treatment then meet mummy for lunch. gave the restaurant a miss and settled for kopitiam haha cause at night go suki eat ma.

but was so angry. was shopping for shoes la, found one quite cheap one and the other at normal price. cause it's offer, then they can only sell display ones, WTH. then one old one new ma, so colour so different la !!!!!!!!!!!! then both the salesgirls (diff shop) gave me the same reason.

" oh it's comes in different colour one, is like that de, design pattern ma."

SO BELIEVABLE !!!!! i was fucking pissed la. so imagine, when they try so hard to sell the display set and lose so many customers, worth it meh. can't they just put aside one pair just for display KNS !!! spoil my mood. if not i sure buy one lor #@#$%^^&* i still want that heels, but i really dont wish to get 2 different colours each pair lor !!!!!!!!!!!! sian, hope can find an identical one somewhere or next time i pass by there they got new display set, which is very not likely. i can't imagine someone buying that. well .... no business ethics la the boss.

later got choir, maybe have some fun again =p that's all for now, boring life haha. buh bye =)))

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6/29/2007 11:25:00 AM

How well have you travelled?

East-West

[X] Changi Airport - to slack and for holidays !!! =p

[X] Expo - forgot what, some seminar perhaps ??

[X] Pasir Ris - white sands with caleb, and also chalets of course.

[X] Tampines - mall and century square, boring place.

[x] Simei - eastpoint or sth ?

[x] Tanah Merah - my teacher's and friend's house.

[X] Bedok - with siang and gang

[ ] Kembangan -

[X] Eunos - east coast park

[X] Paya Lebar - yup, for a few purposes.

[X] Aljunied - find mummy :)

[X] Kallang - ice-skating

X] Lavender - IC and passport

[X] Bugis - every single week, many purposes

[X] City Hall - pearl river palace :) of course other activities la.

[X] Raffles Place - performance, and i forgot what.

[ ] Tanjong Pagar -

[X] Outram Park - visit friends, both good and bad stuff =(

[x] Tiong Bahru - yup, when me and jarrel had nth to do. with relatives too =p

[ ] Redhill -

[x] Queenstown - forgot who's house

[ ] Commonwealth -

[x] Buona Vista - NUH and bus card purposes in pri school.

[X] Dover - SP, meet up with friend

[x] Clementi - my school is there =.=

[x] Jurong East - almost every week, to my uncle's place =)

[x] Chinese Garden - catch fish, illegal though =x

[x] Lakeside - eat stingray ?? didn't eat though

[x] Boon Lay - jurong point and ken's house.

North-South

[x] Bukit Batok - granny's house

[ ] Bukit Gombak -

[X] Choa Chu Kang - Lot 1

[ ] Yew Tee -

[ ] Kranji - War memorial

[X] Marsiling - mahjong =) <3

[X] Woodlands - Causeway Point and to meet jason last time =(

[ ] Admiralty -

[X] Sembawang - Sun plaza

[X] Yishun - use to be there almost everyday.

[X] Khatib - lele's house =p

[X] Yio Chu Kang - swimming with er jie (LOL), and to meet jason last time =(

[X] Ang Mo Kio - eh, alot of stuff la.

[X] Bishan - junction 8 and perhaps cheerleading competition ?? just to support la.

[ ] Braddell -

[X] Toa Payoh - many many times

[x] Novena - QQ rice

[ ] Newton -

[X] Orchard - what do you think ?

[X] Somerset - =.=''

[X] Dhoby Ghaut - atrium, PS, meridien :)

[X] Marina Bay - Steamboat la what else.

North-East

[X] Harbourfront - Sentosa/Vivocity

[X] Chinatown - new year =)

[X] Clarke Quay - with ZK in the past

[X] Little India - buy dunno what

[ ] Farrer Park -

[x] Boon Keng - with pau boon during sec 1 days

[X] Potong Pasir - big aunt's house

[X] Serangoon - devester's house

[X] Kovan - common hang out last time

[X] Hougang - i live 200metres away from it LOL

[X] Buangkok - friend's house

[X] Sengkang - meet jason =( and also hangout with friends

[X] Punggol - uncle's house

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6/24/2007 02:38:00 AM

recently .... i said RECENTLY only ok ... my taste buds are acting up. they seem to wanna taste everything their friend (my eyes) see. (even the water in the swimming pool this morning :/)

but the food i wanna taste recently are kind of expensive, poor mum. i kept craving for sushi at my workplace but QB say he will take care of that for us after he gets his pay =) sunday i had sushi, monday i forgot what i ate, tuesday was lunch at pearl river palace (some place at suntec) then wednesday was sakae sushi because QB postponed the suki sushi feast haha. but then, today was normal food =((( partly because of a damn injection that i dont dare to take in junk food(which i still did anyway).

ok, let's not sidetrack and get back to the boring journal of my mundane life.

woke up at 6.30am (this is not normal though haha) and laze in bed for 1/2 hr (pretty normal :) ). called lynnette (almost forgot how to spell her name =x) at 7am to wake her up and prepared for our swim. happily i walked there, braving through the swarmp of mosquitoes flying out of nowhere.

AND THERE !!! i saw lynnette after so long (well .. not very la). and the first thing she had to tell me was .... "eh the swimming pool close leh .." not very convinced, i went to look and it was really closed. it stated there "the competition pool will be open for continuous swimming on monday, wednesday, friday, saturday and sunday at 6.30am only" if only we woke up on time yesterday =.=''

SO .... WE MISREAD THE NOTICE AND WALKED OFF THINKING IT WILL BE CLOSED FOR TODAY. haha =.='' msg to ask other people if other places got swimming complexes. intended to go tampines but jason replied me to say that YCK also have swimming complex. ok so we took a bus there.

upon arrival outside the complex, we were hoping that it is open though it's under the same organisation (we were still thinking that swimming pools are totally closed on tuesdays and thursdays). it looks closed but there was someone at the counter and the gate was not locked =ppp IT WAS OPEN !!! i jumped around like a fool until the staff look at me like some alien.

ok happily swim swim swim. lynnette is lazy la, swim halfway then complain already. so i drag her to swim more until about 10.10am. (haha 1010 again =) ) bathed and heard two ah lians bathe using the same cubicle, making LOADS of noise.

back to hougang after that. took a short nap while waiting for lynnette to put down her things and come find me. if she called 5 minutes later, i would have continued sleeping through the day. went to bank in and update her bank books (she's very RICH and i know her PIN number :) bribe me if you want to =pp ). went for that damned injection, abit painful la.

met GOBI !!! haha, he's a funny guy. had lunch at food court and then it was shopping at POPULAR (me and erjie cannot resist spending money there =.='') and some bag shop. and i went home after that :)))

once i reach home BOOM* slept till evening haha. they two poor JC people had to go out for PW LOL !!! might be swimming again tml :)

just now after dinner, i suddenly felt like seeing YOU* so i pretended to suggest a stroll around hougang with my mum, but she rejected. even i know we might not meet so coincidentally, even though i know we might miss each other by a second, i still wanna try. *pushing myself against all odds.

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6/21/2007 10:39:00 PM

woke up at 12pm, wanting to sleep through the day. but had to meet sheryl and zhi liang at 2pm. prepared and went out with some weird outfit today. i didn't exactly wake up at the right side of my bed la.

bought glue at jubilee then headed to subway to meet them. initially, i thought i will be the latest, but later on, i realised that i was wrong. no one in sight !!! so i wondered if sheryl put me up LOL !!! then she called.

RINGRING-

SHERYL: where are you, he reach le ma.
ME: no leh, never see anyone.
SHERYL: call him la.
ME: duwan la, paiseh.
SHERYL: ok nvm, i ask him call you.
ME #@%^^&&**&

it was our first time meeting him la haha. then he really called and that "hello" was unforgetable haha. like erm, cute yet shy LOl !!! then i met him and we browsed around without choo xue le. LMAO.

the first few moments was really awkward cause his english very chim, make me very tensed up and tongue-tied LOL !!! he keep touching my head, i'm short i know !!! haha. then talk talk talk, yak yak yak .... until miss choo arrived.

went to mac and had ice-cream. talked about lame stuff, then me and sheryl folded hearts and zhi liang started dozing off. sorry =(((( made u so bored.

when we chatted about "huggi-ness", zhi liang hugged sheryl 3 times, and her expression was priceless haha. i was still kinda shy, dunno what to say, blabbering nonsense still. walked around the shops and then zhi liang initiated a hug lol !!! i'm more cuddly than that bamboo sheryl right LOL !!!!!!!!!

we hugged each other goodbye but still walked the same way LOL !!! bought yummy chicken wings and headed to the MRT station. zhi liang left 1st as he was rushing for time and we two princesses were walking far too slow. was actually behind him walking to the bus stop, but since he rushing for time then don't stall his journey already. he bumped into his friend said "hi" then got up the bus and sat in the front seat of a double decker. so BYE BYE !!! LOL !!!

so long since i met a gentleman la. open doors, pull chairs at mac donalds for us, not some restaurant then pull haha. well, he's funny, but half the time i replied a "huh" to him cause i couldn't catch what he was saying. my english too lousy la. macho man somemore, tall tall big size LOL !!! he up for grabs you know, who want who want ?? LMAO !!! want also don't intro you =ppp joking la, he not so flirt one.

but the whole day i was thinking of ONN =((( don't know what to do. i'm in love, are you ?? SIGHS-

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6/18/2007 09:14:00 PM

WAHAHA !!!! finally uploaded the photos. i'll be very kind to you all, i only upload about 50/300 photos i have on hand. anyway, these photos were taken long long ago haha, when dinosaurs ruled the earth.and LOL !!!!!!!!! there are more, but i forgot which folder it was in. i know i can be more kind by not uploading any, but i cannot break my promises right LMAO !!!

just another typical cam-whoring pose

am very happy, can see from my face la haha.

ok, well, still very happy.

we look like siblings haha. he say that i look pretty cause he is beside me LOL !!! not a compliment at all.

happy darlings :)))

just woke up from a 3hrs damned lecture

WTH !!! BWG !!!

Miss "Forever-Late"

my darling, cute ma ?? hehe.

one of her cam-whoring tactics.

a light-hearted day.

shoes of the ladies

she does not only love my camera, she loves my mirror too haha.

that face to who ??

everytime i spot "cheerleader" my expression is like that. "AI MEI" !!! lols.

spastic ?? no ??

cheerleader again ?? maybe another one HAHA !!!

feeling photogenic ?? BLEAHS !!! PUI !!!

kai yuan walked past me =)))

i look as if i wanna murder or i'm about to cry.

nice one :)

mashed potato look-alike play dough

qing ai de <3

superb photography skills LOL !!! i like this one. esp the position of the tree haha.

well ... she tried hard enough to scare me LMAO !!

bright lightings =)))

what have we been doing just now ?? why is she w/o pants =ppp

FAT ASS !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugly i know.

act emo only, i was very happy on that day haha. cause my laptop dropped.

i seriously don't know what happened to my mouth.

darling's super sunday girl hairstyle.

mystical effect.

hairstylist: sheryl choo, my hair by the way.

giving my laptop some love, hoping it will spring to life.

who did i see again ??

fake smile. :(

humungous piece of bread. i couldn't finish even half of it.

the toilet bowl looks nicer than me =ppp

4years of friendship =)))

presenting ......... the fattest legs on earth !!!!

creative people =)))

my personal favourite

one on the eyes, another on the brows, the other on the lips, mine on the nose =)))

FFFFOOOOOOOOOOOODDD !!!

i'm trying to get her to breast feed me =xxxx

my profession =)))

good friends for life :))) i love her though she won all my money the other day haha.

when can jolynn ever stop being crazy ?? when she is 80yrs old ??

finally found the mood to upload MOST of my photos kekeke. many of you must at least experience some breathing difficulties already. maybe some already died and left the world LOL !!!!!!!!!!

past few days was hectic for me, almost died. rushing projects, going for work and performances, no time for sleep, no nothing, very LIFELESS !!!!!!!!!! finally finish my IT assignments yesterday and had a good sleep till today afternoon, when "person" called me !!!! but well, it's already 12plus, so i can't really blame him haha.

he said he "love" my voice haha. when i had sore throat and sleepy voice. mock at me huh, wait u till i call u when u are sleeping haha. record it and post on youtube. =ppp

shan't update much on my life since i'm LIFELESS. except for the fact that i like him =)))) ONN, you know i like you, don't keep me in suspense.

with loads of <3s,

jolynn :)))

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6/15/2007 11:02:00 PM

ok you guys might either say:

"wa heng jolynn lazy, then never upload photos"

OR

''maybe after 10years also no update liao"

but NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jolynn had always been a good and hardworking girl *AHEMS* she has tried to upload photos lor, but blogger disappointed her. nvm, tml after i finish my project in school then i upload. i know tml my blog hits won't jump one bit haha.

it's been so many days since my mum came back from taiwan. got me CK perfume =))) and extra pocket money haha. rocks la she !!!! well ... it's term break for me, but it's nothing to be jealous of. i gotta complete 5 assignments in 2 weeks =.=

went to school this afternoon to do project with edmund. and that bloody windows choose to reactivate at that time FUCK IT !!!! he was betting soccer and doing at the same time la, but he lost haha. he bet so big la !!! well, he got money ma. then we chat about some censored content, not RA but personal la. so not very convenient to reveal here.

after that was choir. it was fun but my voice couldn't project at all, DAMNED. got to know a new friend. he's called dylan, what an easily-pronounced-wrongly name wahahaha !!! well, we took photos. quite weird huh, taking photos when we only see each other twice before. he's a nice guy, and a terrible singer LOL !!! just kidding.

i wasn't joining in any fun in KAP cause i was wondering in my own world, oblivious to my surroundings. poor jing yi, hurt her leg, lost her voice. she slept on my shoulder all the way to hougang, no wonder now cramp haha.

tried to activate the windows when i got home. took bloody damn long, but as long as it's fixed and i can use it, i'm happy =))))

i really got nothing more to say w/o the pictures. i need something to remind me of the past events, i have STM !!!!! HELP !!!!

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6/13/2007 12:10:00 AM

just changed my blog song, nice right .... who say not nice GET OUT !!! haha. but the lyrics can really be saddening if you experienced what it narrates before.

was rotting at ken's house yesterday, thanks to that 2 buggers, don't wanna come school find me. how can his house be more condusive than the library when he has 2 sets of tv, 3 laptops (mine, elmo and his) plus PS2 in front of you.

had a hard time struggling through the assignments, finished half the IT one, which is like a relieve to me. however, the costing sheet i haven't do cause must use the "IF" function which is something i don't think i can master how to use haha.

went in and out of his house, go pioneer mall go here go there, how to concentrate haha. i changed ken's nickname on msn, so his ex and alot of his friends asked about it. wahahaha, sorry for getting you into trouble LOL !!!

"cam-whoring" only begun when we were about to leave for "budget place", still rather lazy to upload pictures cause i'm blogging in school. but stay tuned, ken and is f7s and kuku poses keke.

had 4-5 bodyguards sending me to the bus interchange cause boon lay alot of bangalas haha, i am racist. took a bus home, watched DVD and KO-ed.

am going off for lessons already, CIAO !!!
*remind me to upload pictures !!!!!!!

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6/08/2007 08:27:00 AM

HI EVERYONE !!!!!!!!!

haha i know everyone is betting "jolynn will abandon her blog, odds are 1-50" but no way !!! haha, bu se de la. will at least update once in a long long time.

but i still can put up the pictures :((( cause i'm in school and the connection can lag like shit like that. so many assignments to chiong, where got time to sayang my blog LOL !!!!!!!!

anyway, these 2 weeks have been like a fluctuating wave for me, up and down, up and down. it was really up the past few days, but on monday, it totally sank like nobody's business. almost cried in front of customers, everything didn't go well at all.

after that was actually ok one, but they said something that made me so depressed. the day after i went back with keng guan to eat, i had to act like nothing happened and i'm totally ok. FUCKK CAN !!!

but i did quite alot of shopping recently, retail therapy can really relieve much pain and stress. am actually quite lost now, dunno what to do. to wait or to let go. should i go to kbox with them next tues ?? will i see unwanted scenes ?? or should i just go watch movie with nono ?? or should i just go home. it really sucks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nvm, i still so young, it's not the end. have really nothing to blog, or rather no mood la. so sorry guys, for not updating for so long. will try to be an avid blogger if time allows. take care alright.

won't you turn back and look at me.
why do you leave without saying goodbye.
i yearn to hold your hand,
gently whisper in your ears,
"i wish you could love me like before."

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6/06/2007 12:08:00 PM