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Jolynn Chew Wen Yu
Ngee Ann Poly (ECH)
She loves to gossip, but when she doesn't talk, don't force her
She's trying to be nice, don't make her turn nasty
She's not someone you will deem as CHIO, but don't try to put her down
She has very low self-esteem.

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hais ... 2nd dae w/o him ... miserable ??? i dunno ... living well ish da best revenge ... wadeva la ... i fil quite relieve nort havin 2 one-side lurve animore ... one-side lurve cant b darn painful now i realize ... but i fil weird n empty ...

i noe i'm onli wif him fer less den 2 weeks, but it seems lyk 2 months or sumthin ??? hiyah ... i alreadi said we'll b frens ... n i added:" alwaex n 4eva .." although i duwan 2 but i fil dat tis ish da onli wae 2 end tis endless torture ... wen i hang on he pulls awae ... wen i pull awae , he onli half hanged on ... dat shows da diff btw our lurve ...

mah fren said dat if he lurves u he wil tel u dat he dun jus wanna b frens ... he told mui 2 test him but i tot it wasn't reali gd thing 2 do ... but now i nv test him, it reali happened n it all jus reflect 2 mui dat he doesn't lurve mui at all ... wad a disappointment ... take it as i zhi zuo duo qing lor ... now i fil dat i'm da most toopig n moronic creature in da WHOLE WIDE DAMN WORLD ... i reali miss mah clown ='( but i shan't animore cuz i promised dat i wun lurve him ... i knew he dun lurve mui i stil go lurve him ... how toopig rite ... i'm jus going crazi nowdays ...

i guess it wil b beri long or mayb i wil nort get 2 c him agn bahx ... he's busi i guess ... mayb it's asho gd larx ... liddat i can forget him easier as tym passes ... jus got dat feelin dat he stil lyk her ... hais ... if he stil lyk her den gd fer mui asho lor ... dat means dose 2 wks i'm a fool la ... aiya ... wad m i sayin ... shouldn't sae dose things abt him ...

luckily ah gong's alwaex by mah side ... thx 2 him i fil muach better ... i dun hav muach close frens la, but wen i hav, i treasure dem ... mayb shld jus go train initial d ... den mayb lyk last tym liddat ... outta anger den break national record ... lols ... wtf ... fil sho retarded ... hiya ... i'm jus nort mahself ...

peeps ... wen u c anithin on mui or anithin diff in mui ... dun ask mui wad happen kkz .. cuz everitym u guys ask .. it jus reminds mui of him ...

msg fer da dae:
darling ... u gav mui a stab in mah heart n left w/o memories .. now i'm standin up agn ... w/o da ugli past nor memories ...
it saddenin wen ppl u noe become ppl u knew ... HAIS...

xiaolynn bu kuai ler ...

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4/18/2006 08:37:00 PM