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Jolynn Chew Wen Yu
Ngee Ann Poly (ECH)
She loves to gossip, but when she doesn't talk, don't force her
She's trying to be nice, don't make her turn nasty
She's not someone you will deem as CHIO, but don't try to put her down
She has very low self-esteem.

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tis few daex passed reali painfully ... mah dear doesn't wan mui 2 go down all da wae 2 tpy 2 find him cuz he duwan mui 2 b too tired or wad ... den he asho dunno tio wad case ... shld b small wan la ... sho ytd, da 12th april , dere were gd news ... mah hubby has found himself a job wif en ting ... was kinda happi la ...

i tot he's gonna start work lyk on mondae ??? sho jus now( it's alreadi 13th april, story ish being fast forward) he msged mui ... 2 sae dat he cant mit mui tml n sat asho ... cuz he gonna start workin ... hais ... i waited fer da whole week jus 2 c him once ... but it was a shattered dream of mine ... i fil da gap btw us ... i fil dat he's keepin things from mui ... we ain't honest 2 each other ... everithin jus wasn't rite ... ish he avoidin mui ? i sign in msn he sign out ... hais ... it jus totally hurts la ... but wad can i do ???

i cried mani mani tymx ... but i'll stil hold on ... til da last bit dat i can ... n wen i let go ... everithin wil jus slowli vanish from mah side ... everithin dat used 2 b mine wil nv b , animore ... i fil lyk i'm gonna break down ... i'm jus missin him sho muach ... does he noe how muach it hurts ??? hais ...

jus now wen i received da news ... i cancelled mah appointment wif mah fren ... n wanted 2 go find him ... fer sum reason he said no agn ... dun he noe how muach i wanna c him ??? or was he jus tryin 2 hide from mui ?? has anithin changed ??? y cant we jus b lyk other couples ... sho happi ... i noe it's jus da outer side ... but we dun even hav da outer side dat looks happi ... neither r we inside, i believe ...

msg 2 u: if u r reali unhappi, pls tel mui ... i'll reali let u go .. dun try avoid mui, u noe it hurts ... dun try tuh hurt mui cuz u noe i'll cry ... lurve mui if u reali do, if u dun, den leave mui ... i'll jus stand up on mah own ... i promise ...

^ never endin pain ..

xiaolynn's gonna cry

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4/13/2006 03:09:00 PM