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Jolynn Chew Wen Yu
Ngee Ann Poly (ECH)
She loves to gossip, but when she doesn't talk, don't force her
She's trying to be nice, don't make her turn nasty
She's not someone you will deem as CHIO, but don't try to put her down
She has very low self-esteem.

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good hair days
good-looking people DUH !!!
japanese food !!!
singing
chilling out (depends on company la)
<3s that him who doesn't love me
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ASSIGNMENTS
creepy crawlies
heartbreakers
MCPs
herself
if you hate me, i hate you too =p
Her wishlist
a new phone, haven't decided which one though
a good figure DREAM ON!!!
less nasty temper (still working on it)
for him to come back to me IMPOSSIBLE
to be happy, i try ....








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Friday, May 26, 2006
FINE ... i'm darn fed up today ... people who follow you for so long you don't trust ... others you just know, they say you trust 100% .. and don't even allow me to say anything at all ... fine .. don't want hear right ... i shut up ..

i wasn't even trying to make any bad comments .. trying to warn you of the bad side that may happen only, you also don't want hear .. don't hear lor .. everything has its good and bad side, since you only face the good side then just watch what will happen lor ... this is of course the bad side of me you will see when you try to distrust me ... fine .. what i say is rubbish, and you'll never get a word in your head anyway ... if you don't like what i say, you could have told me or just let me rant w/o listening ... but you seriously don't need to lie through your teeth to defend them ... or maybe you were lying to yourself ??? i don't know ... i'm stating the facts and you try to deny them .. everything is present in front of your eyes but you refuse to believe it ... probably you've been brainwashed or what i don't know ... but all i have to say is, face up to reality .. not everything is so nice and easy as you think .. there's no easy lunch in this fucking world ... when people need you, they'll only let you learn their good side ... but have you found out the bad side or least the neutral side ??? that's my question to you ... don't get blinded by rewards even before you start working for them ...

companies now just don't know what they call "zhi ye dao de" in chinese .. FARK THEM .. so eager to prove that they are innocent ... just reveals their hilarious intentions .. he may believe them but they never thought that people around him watching are more aware of their motives rather than they themselves ...

i'm feeling so angry now ... how ??? he rather trust the words of a person who he has met for barely 2 weeks rather than someone he has know over the years ... i know i'm not very close to him and i don't understand him .. but what about the person who only knows him for 2 weeks ???

one word:" blinded " that explains it ... i don't have the power to knock some sense into him cause i'm not the one he will listen to ... people he listens to do not give him the right comments ... am i going to see him go on like that ?? what can i do when he decided that he don't wanna listen to me ??? i doing so much for what??? when people don't even bother to listen 1st before rejecting any comments ??? FARK ME, I'M STUPID, FOOLISH, MORONIC AND DUMB !!!!!

better stay outta my way now ..
xiaolynn


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5/26/2006 11:22:00 PM