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Jolynn Chew Wen Yu
Ngee Ann Poly (ECH)
She loves to gossip, but when she doesn't talk, don't force her
She's trying to be nice, don't make her turn nasty
She's not someone you will deem as CHIO, but don't try to put her down
She has very low self-esteem.

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today was a bad bad day for me ... firstly is because of a-math la ... when i finally recalled what mr yeo taught ages ago, that "kok tau" announced:" time's up, put down your pens. " =.= nevermind ... even if i pass this paper, paper 1 will pull me down also ...

2. i was late .. so baby had to wait for me so long >.< sorry

3. this is personal... just that i don't see why people never know how to treasure they person they say they "love" ... sometimes i wonder ... do they really know what's love ??? by letting desires get the hell out of you, you hurt the person you said you "love" .. so it's worth it ... now i know ...

if i ever meet a person who will protect me before his interests, he's definitely someone i want by my side for all my life ... cause he'll never hurt me ... having self-control is the best thing you ever need to have on earth ...

him: don't ever tell me sorry cause this word means nuts to me ... sorries are useless when mistakes repeat all over again .. not even a drop of effort was made to control the situation... what's the point of saying sorry when the whole thing is already messed up even though it can be prevented ... i apologize to tell you that time is not what i have ... if you treasure me, don't hesitate to show me, cause i don't have time to stop by each and every one to see if he cares ... by the time, my life would have passed on ... i am rushing through my life, i can't afford to wait any longer, i'm tired of my current life ..

last thing is that .. if you haven't notice ... i'm stubborn, unreasonable, childish, tempremental, whatever ... don't bother to reason anything, it won't do you any good, i'll just feel worse ... when you have decided what you want to do, bear the consequences .. no point saying you regret .. cause you should have prepared yourself for what's coming next before you even decide what to do ... if it's because of rash decisions that you hurt me, then i'm definitely sure and want to tell you that, you don't treasure me at all ... and what you have for me is definitely not love ...

enough of ranting ... i feel like dying now ... but i can't find someone to kill me ... FARK

xiaolynn is a dangerous person to approach now, try not to disturb her at this moment ...

*biting and killing

' SHATTERED <3>
5/18/2006 10:39:00 PM