When People Say Goodbye

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Jolynn Chew Wen Yu
Ngee Ann Poly (ECH)
She loves to gossip, but when she doesn't talk, don't force her
She's trying to be nice, don't make her turn nasty
She's not someone you will deem as CHIO, but don't try to put her down
She has very low self-esteem.

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good hair days
good-looking people DUH !!!
japanese food !!!
singing
chilling out (depends on company la)
<3s that him who doesn't love me

ASSIGNMENTS
creepy crawlies
heartbreakers
MCPs
herself
if you hate me, i hate you too =p

a new phone, haven't decided which one though
a good figure DREAM ON!!!
less nasty temper (still working on it)
for him to come back to me IMPOSSIBLE
to be happy, i try ....

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xia xue --> quite entertaining

agonising truths --> my ranting space

NONO's cousin --> ECH graduate =p

wilson --> secondary school friend =)

zeke --> my "dearest" self-proclaimed =.=''

alvin aka elmo --> new mahjong kaki :)

keng guan --> someone to confide in :)

er jie --> my dearest sister

guo jing --> er jie's wai yu, another bestie =)

ben --> kor kor :)

mishi --> one of the best classmates =)

sijie --> pretty and sweet

erdiah --> green lover now ;)

dolly --> that siao char bor =p

heni pok --> pok pok, cute one x)))

yeemun --> classmates :)

cai ling --> 2 yrs classmate

sheryl --> wo de bao bei :)

meichan --> siao char bor haha !!

NONO --> someone ??

sQ --> big footprint :)

kok wei aka MoDs --> sQ's friend

hian leng aka f.i.r --> sQ's friend

samantha --> youngest of the four sisters

sandra --> 2nd oldest of the sisters

stephanie --> eldest of the sisters

lance --> he drank beer !!! :)

prunella --> gorgeous babe

estee --> witty one

gwen --> out-going and cheerful =p

jean --> great singer, another sop 1 =)

camay --> sQ's godsis

racheal --> cute =)

wan ting --> a schoolmate

kartik --> an ex classmate

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well ... he just msged me a couple of mins ago ... and here am i crying non-stop ...

why do i cry??? why do idiots cry ??? i had no guts to choose, so why do i cry ??? me this stupidest idiot in the world ... what a gutless bitch i am ... F*** myself la ...

why don't i ever face up to my feelings ... or at least be able to tell myself who i really love ??? WHY !!!!!!!!!! it's already almost a week and i never have made up my mind ... i really beginning to hate myself ... many ppl always tell me not to hurt myself like what i did last time ... but how ??? i'm hating everything so much ... alrights i don't hurt myself ... i commit suicide can ???

xiaolynn really miss him

' SHATTERED <3>
6/14/2006 02:54:00 AM