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Jolynn Chew Wen Yu
Ngee Ann Poly (ECH)
She loves to gossip, but when she doesn't talk, don't force her
She's trying to be nice, don't make her turn nasty
She's not someone you will deem as CHIO, but don't try to put her down
She has very low self-esteem.

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When I ran,
You never stopped me.
When you left,
I stood in the cold breeze there.
The freezing wind got me chilled,
And you weren’t there.
Pricks and knives stabbed deep in my heart,
Ecstasy muffled my mind.
I’m waiting so bitterly,
For you to come back and love me.
I love you,
Yes I really do.
I assured my love for you,
Have you?

If you said you want me, I’ll love you with all my heart. I’ll go through all difficulties we may face together with you. But when I walked away, you still never said you loved me. You told me you were afraid of hurting me again. But you haven’t not heard what I wanna say. You had no confidence in me. Because of you, I wanted to be strong, I wanted to pick up my courage and brave through the heavy storms, but you pushed me away. You said you still loved me, you said you’ll chase me if I ran away, but it was just a lie. I faced my love with all my heart, but you never dared to love. I made up my mind, but you are still stuck in the middle. Baby.. do you know how much I love you??? Do you know how deeply I’m hurt by you ??? if you loved me, why don’t you say u do ?? why did you leave me there to die ??? I want you to come back, I really do. But I guess you want all this to end.

You’ve probably marked the end of everything on the 16th of june 2006, 6.13pm at punggol end, the last kisses and hugs. You left our memories hanging there and you probably didn’t bring your love back too. I wonder all that’s lingering in your heart now, is there a part of it that has me?? I miss you my dear.. I really miss you so much..

Perhaps I haven’t learnt to cherish all I have … everything I had ..

xiaolynn's waiting for you

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6/16/2006 08:48:00 PM