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Jolynn Chew Wen Yu
Ngee Ann Poly (ECH)
She loves to gossip, but when she doesn't talk, don't force her
She's trying to be nice, don't make her turn nasty
She's not someone you will deem as CHIO, but don't try to put her down
She has very low self-esteem.

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i miss those nights .. where i get to walk some distance home alone .. i get to think clearly and to feel things better ... to observe more about what's happening around .. to catch up with what i've missed out these speeding times ... it seems like all those feelings have swipe me of my freedom to experience and noticed every little bit of life ... those lovey-dovey that blinded me from appreciating other beautiful things .. i don't want to be owned, i don't want to just look up at the same sky, i wanna fly free and scale to great heights ..

i miss those times where i could walk at my own speed and feel the air being much fresher ... i just miss those times where i was all alone to admire the beauty that going on all around me ...

perhaps after this period of "oh-so-busy" life, i will miss my own sanctuary soooo much, but when u decided to share it with someone, there's just a part of it that you'll never get it back again ...

this is perhaps how i'm feeling ... the past few days or rather weeks ... i wish to go on a holiday myself, enjoy the scenery and buy anything i want ... or even stop over at a place for as long as i want to spent time with myself ... i think i've been far too busy fussing around others that i forgot all about myself ... maybe it's time for me to nourish myself, my own world .. and never let stupid urbanisation lifestyle eat it up ... i don't know if there's still space in me, but i'll try to contain whoever i can ...

xiaolynn miss herself *weird feelings coming over me

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7/28/2006 10:34:00 PM