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Jolynn Chew Wen Yu
Ngee Ann Poly (ECH)
She loves to gossip, but when she doesn't talk, don't force her
She's trying to be nice, don't make her turn nasty
She's not someone you will deem as CHIO, but don't try to put her down
She has very low self-esteem.

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today huh ... hmmm ... let me think ...

went to school around 7am ... 1st lesson was chemistry ... i managed to hold out for half an hour before my head makes its way onto the table ... *snoresssss ... then after chemistry is social studies ... needless to say, slept all the way through the lesson .. but i got a feeling that i missed out alot compared to the other SS lessons ... it's like she thought something very important today ... only me and SR were sleeping, normally when the lesson's lame, almost 3/4 of the class will sleep ... other lessons went on pretty well and we were dismissed at 1.30pm ...

went home, bathed and met baby at house downstairs .. took a bus and went to Toa Payoh ... today me and team had an urgent meeting ... so now i have to teach 2 people to play my map ... which is my bro and mervin ... but they are no slower than me can, also nothing to teach, they will catch up pretty soon la ... i'm inactive soon so nvm, let my bro take over me and learn mroe for the time being ... just hope that i still can catch up with him after o levels haha ...

DEAR:

today you gave me something ... i open already, but don't dare to tell you cause i kinda shy about it haha ... it's really so nice of you =) not like me, haven't given you any hand-written letters or what de ... don't worry, i won't depression tmr de, i can control already ... i've already began to love you more than you think i do ... i'm slowly adapting and accepting things, so don't worry about him, we'll just be good friends cause i know that you love me and i promised you tot ry, so i will mark my words and put in more effort de .. i don't want you to love me for nothing ... these days i spent with you flashed passed, time really passes ... it's about 3weeks but it feels like 3 days ??? haha ... the memories will always be kept safely in me ... thanks for always being there for me when i'm down ... thanks for sacrificing your agony to see me happy ... you told me on the 15th of june that even if we are not together, you will still be my very good friends and be there for me ... you still will take care of me till i found another one ... but now, i chose you, no one else, not even him ... i don't regret at all, it's just that i will need time to come out of that love .. you may be different from him but you are never inferior to him ... you are who you are and i will love you for the way you are ... i love you darling ... muacks .. =)

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7/06/2006 10:16:00 PM