When People Say Goodbye

feeling soooo blue today. this explains my choice of colour today. just felt darn lethargic today. didn't feel like waking up at 6am at all but had no choice but to pull myself up like a bull. well i am one.

assembly was a short one as the hall was infested with countless operation furnitures. (i mean exam tables and chairs.) form teacher's time was boring, but still not that bad. miss suan told us some stories and encounters in her life, and nagged all about respect. i droned on and on till er jie couldn't take it haha. are singaporeans really rude or discourteous ?? i just feel that they don't go out of the way to be extra friendly or polite. well, nothing wrong with that huh? i think reader's digest need to do more research on singaporean's culture or habits. every morning when you get into the lift at like 7am, will you go "HI EVERYONE !!! GOOD DAY !!!!" doesn't make much sense huh? we have tighter schedules than any other human beings holding the same job as us overseas, considering our tiredness, we still make attempts to smile and greet, isn't that manners already? here i go again, blabbering and blabbering.

did a survey about school life, a stupid one. 1st question went like that:

1) do you enjoy going to school?
a)strongly agree b)agree c)disagree d)strongly disagree

i was like "duh !!!" ain't it obvious enough ? dumb ministries.

PE was kind of slack today. couldn't bring myself to run, lazy to attack and defend. end up letting countless goals into our team's goal post *sorry >.<>

during recess i sat with si jie, christabel and mishal as the rest didn't want to eat in the canteen. so we had a long chat about many many things. then went back class after that. i hate homeroom system !! though we can to walk around, but it can be real tiring when lessons have alternate venues every lesson. we lost our sense of belonging to the school as we do not have our own sanctuary or rather, haven. so that leaves us with very limited memories of our teenage years except for the times during lower secondary. i pity our juniors but i guess they wouldn't feel so bad cause things were already like that when they came in. i miss our form classroom. =(

during english lessons, me and erjie have been real good kids as we really tried our best to finish the news article though we were very exhausted after PE. then upon completing our assignments, we fell asleep almost immediately. the news article was about "where have the days when teens could come out to play gone ???" i think by adding interviews or whatever shit into the passage is useless, the real sample or demo is in front of miss suan. i guess nothing beats seeing things with your own eyes huh?

mr woo tuck sing relieved us for F&N today. he seriously sucked. didn't allow us to buy food when we were in the canteen.
1stly, he couldn't even get us a venue to settle down.
2ndly, he himself went to eat after 5 minutes.

when i bought food, he told the auntie to refund it and not sell it again to us. so he said:"who say you can buy food? not i don't let, butyou want to break another school rule is it?" i replied:"explain yourself first. are you brainless or what? it's up to you to let us eat or not, rules are dead humans are alive.and you should know, this is not my first time" then i rolled my eyeballs and stormed away with laoni stomping behind too haha. i know i'm rude but who asked him to talk to us in that kuku manner. and laoni innocently told him which class we were from, if she didn't, the food will be digesting in my hungry stomach already haha, blur cow x)))

after that stanven bought food for us cause he permitted as he dropped F&N, i also want to !!!

then maths the relief teacher was ok. i actually intended to pon, but still went due to good peer influence =p see, erjie and weenee, i'm praising the both of you haha. slept at the last half an hour of the lesson as we had nothing to be done. ah chia can be irritating, real annoying !!! haha.

after school i went choir, hit a higher note this time. spotcheck on juniors. they sang very soft and without support, i hope the seniors or rather sec 2s and 3s of choir will teach them some mechanism in their body. though we can't do it well, but at least let them know how it actually feels and works ya. choir, work hard, keep it up, you guys are doing fine, with a little more polishing at melekka, you all can make it to gold in SYF de =) jia you !!!

went to hougang mall, borrowed some random books from the library as i had nothing to read for silent reading. couldn't find the books by Jean M.Auel as recommended by nicholas as they were all borrowed or missing. will find it sometime. banged into mum on the way home, so she decided to bring me to eat. we went to "xiao xuan feng" a chinese restaurant probably opened by some Chinese Nationals. the food there sucks, seriously!!!!!!!! don't go there !!!!!!!!! waste 40bucks on awful food. the soup and tau sar don't know what is nice but the main dishes really sucked !!! main dish suck=nothing nice.

that's sums up my day, talking to sQ now as i did not meet him today. see you guys !!!=p *waves

xiaolynn yawns

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8/22/2006 08:51:00 PM