When People Say Goodbye

I SERIOUSLY THINK I FLUNK MY ENG ORALS !!!! I ACTUALLY SAID:"YA !!!"

wtf !!!! people said that the examiners smiled at them, how come not me ??? i think really gone case already ... reading was ok, i could tell from their expression ... but during the picture description, i actually yttered that damned word !!! my freaking future's gone ... cause oral cannot be retaken, and i have never passed paper 2 before ... someone tell me what to do ... ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today woke up at 6am with no intention to finish my a-math homework ... so on the bus, i was trying to practise my reading for oral later on ... teacher always say i read too fast causing my middle pronounciation to be swallowed and then marks for articulation will be deducted ... so i tried to flex my tongue abit and read slowly ... normally it would take around 2 minutes to finish a passage which is normal for everyone ... but i tried to slow down ... so i completed the passage only when i reached school ... adding the pauses and repetition i made to correct mistakes, i couldn't have took so long ... so i used 15minutes to read a bloody passage ??? far too slow i guess ...

reached school, talked abit ... 1st period was chi ... free time ... though i'm retaking chinese to get my damned "a1" ... didn't even solve a freaking question for a-math relative velocity ... spent time persuading her to retake her MT cause it was really bad ... she could have put in more effort and done better ... but instead of saying thanks, we got all her rebuttals and bullets shooting at us ... thanks eh ??? she knows that we don't like her esp me and *toot* but yet we still made the effort to show some concern.. yet she doesn't change for the better ... fine, continue giving excuses to your failures, see you crying in school next year ...

later was geog ... i told miss suan i'm retaking and she was like scolding me mad or what ... so she ticked my name .. then she cancelled ... then she ticked again ... so is like tick, erase, tick, erase ... why can't she just lemme decide ... say that won't force, then in the end come and nag everyday ... until we surrender, what's the big diff ?? i know i can't cope with other subj, that's why i'm having the intentions of dropping F&N, but she doesn't listen and just shoo me off ... so that's how much she care ... it's just plainly showing that she's stubborn and authorised enough to decide for us ... but it's my future, get that through your head .. listen before u brush me off, u said u will talk to me but this is all i get ... why can u listen to other but not me ??? nvm, i get my mum to write a letter .. don't say i'm being rebellious because this is what u forced us students to do ... blame yourself for not even listening ... it reflects badly on both u and the school, serve you right then ...

slept in social studies ... sorry mrs hee >.<>

maths was ok ... rather short due to orals ...

then came the time ... we are so nervous that we ate my whole box of mentos in just a few minutes ... then we found out that miss huang was from AJC choir, mr kwei's choir ... mr kwei's our idol, a very good chorus master, whoever in his choir for just the 1st time will idolize him like hell ... the way he conducts the choir and everything, the way he engages us was totally impressive ... so this is the difference btw ke lun and mr kwei huh ??? the shi fu and tu di haha ... so talked alot about choir ... invited her to come along to next fri's concert ... so the chatting relaxed us abit ... until hafiz went in the examining room ... it was my turn !!!!! gosh ...

details of the oral was already mentioned ...

actually wanted to go study with dahlan, weenee, christabel and mishal ... but it was last minute then only me and dahlan could make it ... i told her sQ's coming so she called it off too wahahahahahah ... so i went to yishun to find sQ ... it was already 6plus ... we went to cc to study ... i ordered food ... ate, watched tv ... but never studied haha ... i briefly read through geog notes, was still able to recall the lessons by mr bay ... i miss him, now that teacher's taking us for geog too ... and the way she teach, i'm bound to fail =( my bay, why did u leave so soon ... BOOO~~~~ how come i never seem to be able to remember any content during exams compared to revision and tests ??? i can't seem to understand the way they phrase the questions ... how ???

sQ sent me home around 8plus ... went my house opp to buy my traffic light ice cream =) played swing ... saw wilson, wei lun and dunno what name there too ... taled until 9.30pm i went home ... that quite sums up my day ...

SUKI SUSHI WITH sQ TMR x)))))

xiaolynn whines

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8/16/2006 11:26:00 PM