When People Say Goodbye

these few days, my stomach must have been playing tricks on me. i'll have the runs half an hour to one hour after my meals. so frustrating, the pain can be real unbearable. and it gets bloated every second of the day, it's only when i'm asleep then i get some peace from my stomach. cause it's trying to make the churning taking place inside present to me. perhaps it's telling me to eat less and slower haha. i'm trying, but it gets worse =(

today had fun, but laughed alot. not that i don't like to laugh, but once i laugh too much, i get bloated stomach again. this morning had chemistry test, but i learnt about it 5minutes before the test, how to study? or rather, how to bother to study? so after attempting the paper for 5 minutes, i slept .. shiok !!! my stomach keeps quiet for once.

surprisingly, i survied through SS lessons without any head contact with my desk. today's lesson wasn't that boring la, so it's fine. analyzing which chapter to study for "o" levels and going through of structures of factor and perspective questions. i'm probably going to study birth of nations, northern ireland conflict, srilanka, diplomacy and detterence, whole of growth of nations, good governance and maybe conflict among nations. who shares the same spectaculation as me ?? want study together ?? actually it's quite a safe prediction cause i'm revising almost everything except for rise and fall of venice and a few other chapters. i'll never choose venice as SEQ la, NOWAY !!! pray that it doesn't come out for SBQ.

during recess, mishal and si jie actually ate finger food, but they accompany me in the noisy, crowded and dirty canteen as i was alone. thanks girls =) love you loads !!!

darn !!! 4periods of math, without much crapping like usual. went through questions, most of us couldn't catch any ball as we didn't do e-math. a-math was ok. so i did the a-math homework for today, so that i can find sQ to play =)

used physics period to finish up a-math as mrs tan was absent. she told us to do assessment book but who cares. i've never done any science homework. now i realise physics is actually much much more easy than chemistry. it's more basic and easy to remember. probably because i'm more of a math person. hopefully can excel in combined science then my humanities can get more of my concentration.

after school, i had lunch with erjie. long time since we did. then went home.

today's bus was very late as usual but manage to get ready before sQ reaches my place. i was rather early in fact, so took mrt to meet him on the way so as to save time. met at serangoon. slept on sQ's shoulder all the way to northpoint, i guess his shoulder is half-broken now haha. then my head kept hitting the wall so sQ face very sad sad haha. don't know why, recently i get very tired in the day but energetic at night haha. though didn't sleep in the day, not much in the night, i just can't sleep early.

i had many many KFC coupons. namira gave me 2 that day, thanks =) then i found the leaflet at letterbox, was sooooo happy cause it's been some time since the last offer. i always abstain from KFC cause it's kind of expensive. now i can eat it like mad haha. lasts until 26th sep only =( have been eating KFC the past 3 days haha !!! people wonder how i can take it. though i don't like to eat deep-fried food, but it's exceptional for KFC and chicken wings x))) will get fat soon, sQ put on 4kg, i think i have 8 extra haha !! nvm, after 26th sep then think of losing weight haha. easy for me as i can change this oily diet back to my usual as i naturally like bland stuff. would i say that's a talent? haha. once there's a diet difference, my weight will change drastically, but fat cells can only reduce in size, but not disappear. oh no oh no, maybe i should consider liposuction =p sQ, want join? haha.

acutally intended to study but ended up in the arcade. played many 20cents games, got myself 3 pencils =)!!!!!!!! went abit mad but was really happy la, don't know why. long time since i really had some fun. i mean those carefree and innocent fun. cause when i play initial d, i always think of schoolwork, concepts, blah blah. it's when i play childish games and make unexpected jokes out of it that makes me real happy. it's good bonding for friends also, they become closer through all these fun, agree? haha. so mk, nono and ri ming was laughing at me for being childish but whatever, as long as i like it haha. sQ laughed too, i know !!! after you read this, don't try to call and deny ok? haha.

later at around 7plus, we went to eat then joked many many more times. i love the times when friends just talk and joke about everything, it's just so nice feeling, very happy. think that's friends are for, to enjoy each other's company and not expect anything in return cause it's all fair =) then went to eat dessert, mk's dessert got the jelly thing, sperm-shaped WAHAHAHA. we kept playing with it, bursting and throwing it, so funny haha. bloated stomach, sure bloated, had a good time today. sQ looked happy yet weird at times, but just hope he'll relax abit la haha.

now i'm at home, miraculously falling asleep soon. so ya, goodnight everyone !!!

xiaolynn leaves a smile =)

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8/24/2006 09:36:00 PM