When People Say Goodbye

7 randoms facts about ME

1) i'm register no.1 in class =(
2) i've big tummy !!! *who doesn't know
3) i don't bother to make my bed every morning
4) i never woke up before 11am during school-free days
5) i'm crazy *duh
6) i can't think of anything now *obviously
7) i love mommy *lame

7 things that scare ME

1) creepy-crawlies
2) YOU *you should know who you are
3) nightmares
4) alright i admit, ghosts ... =.=
5) heights *used to
6) fats *all over me now
7) death i guess

7 favourite songs

1) superwoman
2) gua mu xiang kan
3) ni na me ai ta
4) big big girl *i guess that's the title
5) you're not alone
6) sometimes
7) song of six pence

hehe, 7 people to do this

1) lynnette !!! =p
2) lance *oops
3) jonathan *don't burn my house
4) kailing *sorry can't think of any so put you =x
5)
6)
7)

the rest are blank cause i can't think of any as i've said ...

meet sQ, nono, benny, jonathan, wei jie, ri ming, yong hui, aiya the usual people la ... played the whole day, forgot to study =x then wei jie couldn't break any records today cause it was too difficult except for the one that he setted before i came ... benny left for swimming ... wei jie don't know go where ... then around 6plus went to blk 925 to eat ... i don't know why, but they really eat very fast can ... the time they take for 2 meals=one meal of mine ... so they were waiting and waiting and waiting >.<>

he msged me and that was where the suckiest part began ... msged nono too ... thanks for the advice, you helped me made up my mind and not be xin ruan anymore .. now i know, if you xin ruan, you'll only end up in a worse situation ... i became more level-headed and was able to think clearly ... so i guess whatever decision i make now, is what i really want ..

after explaining things that i feel i do not owe an explanation, i got fed up as i repeated myself many many times and people just have to misinterpret .. so scolded, cursed and sweared ... finally everything f***king thing's gone .. it's all over, forever ... i don't feel sad but relieved cause the pressure's gone ... i never thought i'll feel like that ... i just tolerated all the while not knowing why i did so ... now it's off my chest and i'm kinda not exactly happy but just relieved la *sorry for similar vocab ... now it's a new life .. looking towards it =)

sorry i threw temper but you should have realised that you've gone overboard ... you will only realised your mistakes when everything's on the verge of breaking down ... too bad .. former warnings given were ignored, so you have no one to blame for not giving any more chances because even the boy who cries "wolf" learns but not you ... knowing it now doesn't make u a better person ... because the way you talked just now assured me that you'll never be the one i love .. selfish, demanding, possesive, narrow-minded, whatever .. when you have nothing to defend yourself, you pull others down the water ... see how great you are ... i never knew i'll hate you the most .. when i 1st met you, i never knew that this day will come, but after the 1st month, i anticipated it ... i warned you but it's your choice to take it for granted ... anyway, my mum's happy for me too =) she's knows how much pain and pressure you put me through in case you think i'd been very happy ... i always come home wanting to cry or scold, this time though i frowned at the number of times you are getting on my nerves, but she can see that i'm much happier than before ... see the hurt you caused me ?? see how you had changed me ?? you never realise till now, do you ??? if you think you did your best, then take it as i'm the bad guy then i don't give a damn ...

mom has talked to me ... she made me realised that i'm not doing anything wrong and need not feel guilty upon hearing what he has to say ... and mom actually gave him thumbs up for being able to turn my life upside down ... she asked to not to be affected by what he's trying to make me feel and taught me to seek for what i really want and lead a happy life .. "nobody's gonna be able to force me to do what i don't want to, and i should never let anybody try to do that ... "this was what my lovely mother told me =) so i thought, if i'm not guilty, i need not care a shit, because what they are suffering now is what they brought upon themselves .. as long as i did nothing wrong, lift my head high and walk away ... "

don't let people who wants to mistreat you, trample on you ... he's not been treating you well, so why do you feel guilty ??? haha ... that's my conclusion ... if i continue being emotional, it'll bring me nowhere ... i will only end up being more unhappy ...

it's the end of us ... learn your mistake if you want to ... blame me for being stone-hearted but think of why i did so, because of your actions that forced me to be so cruel ... you pushed me to my limits and this is what you'll get, i meant what i said but you chose not to believe it ... "thanks" for all the "sweet" times that i'll never want again ... wish you all the best ... just remember, if you wanna do something, do it right away, don't wait till it's too late ...

jolynn feels like laughing

' SHATTERED <3>
9/07/2006 01:15:00 AM