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Jolynn Chew Wen Yu
Ngee Ann Poly (ECH)
She loves to gossip, but when she doesn't talk, don't force her
She's trying to be nice, don't make her turn nasty
She's not someone you will deem as CHIO, but don't try to put her down
She has very low self-esteem.

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i have to tell mr *toot* "WHATEVER" ..

i'm being so damned unreasonable and giving up hopes now is because of what you did last time ... you made the bad things lasted so long that i can't find any way to treat you nicer now ... so i see ... you expect me to talk to you nicely huh ??

you know why i immediately shoot you off ??? cause i knew you are still so indecisive .. if i were to talk and explain so nicely, you will take even longer to understand what i'm trying to say ... and you will end up telling me:" i will change ya, i'll still wait .." which is not what i wanna hear from you ... i threw temper at you and it still took soooo long, so guess how much times and msges i have to waste if i were to talk nicely ... blame yourself for your attitude that cause you your miseries,not me ... if u were more understanding, i need not do that ... you'll only stop your nonsense until people scream at you ... if they don't, you slowly eat them up ... sorry for phrasing it in such an ugly way, but i seriously can't stand you anymore ...

i've done my reflection ... and i told you how i felt ... but you only tell me:" don't like that say yourself, i don't mind de .." so is it MY fault again ??? wow, take care of me when i'm sick ... wanting to spend more time with me when i'm sick sounds great huh ??? maybe i initiated it, but u dare say u didn't want it ??? whatever it is ... you always like to make me sound so guilty, bitchy whatever ... make yourself sound so pathetic and exploited, then do as you deem fit ... let everybody empathise with you ... but i have to warn you ... people keep probing and asking me to patch up with you ... that's never gonna work ... say whatever you like to them, but if they irritate the hell outta me, you'll get it from me ... i dig your asses out, try me ...

i was already very nice to you in the 1st place ... but now i don't even feel like befriending you ... f*** you off ... you fool !!!!! I HATE YOU, HEAR THAT ??? u freakingly piss me off with your hypocrite manners and pass them off as not being able to express yourself properly ... you are not handicapped or what .. you merely didn't bother to make things clear because it's doesn't affect you at all !!!! when people read it, they will only say i'm heartless to you, so you don't care at all, or rather, you enjoy it ... you selfish thing ... i don't know what to say about you nor fully describe how agonised i feel know because you make me f*** up more than anything else ...

LISTEN UP, I HATE YOU FROM NOW !!!! YOU FORCED ME TO DO SO !!!

EVERYBODY, AFTER HEARING MY UGLY PIECE OF WORDS, IF YOU WANNA TELL ME "GIVE HIM A CHANCE" OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, SAVE YOUR EFFORTS, I'LL SHOOT YOU OFF YOUR ASSES !!! I FEEL LIKE STRANGLING SOMEONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JOLYNN BANGS THE WALL AND DIE LA !!!!!!!!!!!!

' SHATTERED <3>
9/07/2006 02:13:00 AM