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Jolynn Chew Wen Yu
Ngee Ann Poly (ECH)
She loves to gossip, but when she doesn't talk, don't force her
She's trying to be nice, don't make her turn nasty
She's not someone you will deem as CHIO, but don't try to put her down
She has very low self-esteem.

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i may fake a million smiles,
but it's tearing deep inside me,
and on my mind, it's already dying ...
all alone under the light of the smallest star,
coping with my longing for you ..
praying that you'll be alright,
everyday and every night ...

i love you, i really do ...

i gave up this beautiful story which started a couple of months ago around the end of april, and now i'm greiving till a couple of months later ... under the block opposite my house, i recalled those memories that started from there ... the raindrops began falling on my face, as i struggled to wipe them away .. i'll never forget the smile you never failed to give whenever i was smiling too .. the sleepy face that greets me when i wake you up at your house everyday ... the gentleness of your heart that you shown everyday, the way you caress my hair before i fell asleep, always in your arms, where i feel safe and warm ... the 1st month anniversary we spent sleeping and pooling, that hand-made "lalaland" that stands at the top of your cupboard then ...

now i see you less than once a fortnight ... the model of lalaland probably chucked in some area that you'll never visit unless during spring cleaning ... what have we become now .. friends or strangers ???

i miss you, all too deep ... as i sat in silence and thought "why do i love you so much ?"

you marked the history in my life, the most glorious thing that happened in my life was to have you ... with you beside me, we seem to rule the land ... i was never afraid cause i knew deep in me that, you'll be there to protect me whenever i'm in danger ... i never felt cold and dark, because u lighted up my life ... the flame continues burning strong, till the day i reckless left you, the 9th of june ...

since then, i'd never hope for you to love me once again ... because i've let you down into everything that could not be salvage anymore ..

for the last time i would say, i love you my dear ...

you know who you are, whom created such an impact in my life ...

with love,
i say thanks

' SHATTERED <3>
9/01/2006 08:26:00 PM