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About Her
Jolynn Chew Wen Yu
Ngee Ann Poly (ECH)
She loves to gossip, but when she doesn't talk, don't force her
She's trying to be nice, don't make her turn nasty
She's not someone you will deem as CHIO, but don't try to put her down
She has very low self-esteem.

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Her <3s
good hair days
good-looking people DUH !!!
japanese food !!!
singing
chilling out (depends on company la)
<3s that him who doesn't love me
Her Hates !!!
ASSIGNMENTS
creepy crawlies
heartbreakers
MCPs
herself
if you hate me, i hate you too =p
Her wishlist
a new phone, haven't decided which one though
a good figure DREAM ON!!!
less nasty temper (still working on it)
for him to come back to me IMPOSSIBLE
to be happy, i try ....








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Thursday, October 05, 2006
my heart crashed, broke, shattered, crushed, whatever. after seeing it all happen, i stood there shivering.

i could only see the shadows of your back.
am i really asking for too much,
that you had no choice but to let go?
or am i not the one, worthy of you to give so much?
did i not give you strength?
it's so unfair.
when u could put in more effort and get less than what those who don't bother.
i'm jealous but i have no right to voice it out.
perhaps i'm just not the one who can enjoy, sit there and wait for you to care.
i have to give before i take, it's just so not like how you treat her.
forget it, we are the past.
the history, the story that will never be surfaced out again.
i wish you good luck with all my heart shattered.

the one i loved so much. sorry i had no choice but to let u go. sorry that i didn't treasured, well u didn't either. no amount of words can help me express this pain. it's just so deep in my heart that nothing can remove this excruciating agony. now that you've found your happiness, you will forget about all the pain and hurt you've once inflicted that can never be erased. i never wanted for you to show remorse, but just remember. you hurt this one person in the whole wide world so much that u totally scarred what used to be her "beautiful life".

*broken wings.
never once loved me more than anything.


' SHATTERED <3>
10/05/2006 10:06:00 PM