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throughout the movie, i wasn't concentrating at all. my heart's wandering somewhere else making me wanna cry. it was very cold. i really needed a hug to prevent me from breaking down but i got none. i cannot blame baby as i never told him direct. but perhaps, nothing can keep me warm emotionally. what have i become??
at about 7plus or 8, i couldn't stand it any longer. so i told them that i wanna head home. dint let hubby send me even to the mrt cause i'm scared that i may breakdown anytime. sorry again. back in my own sanctuary, i cried with all my might.
who will initiate a hug knowing that i'm cold??
who will automactically wipe my tears when i cry??
it's been some time since someone made me felt special and treasured.
i'm losing my significance or rather, there's nothing unique in me.
am i shunning and rejecting people who care for me?
or are they walking out on me?
which girl doesn't wanna be doted on?
i'm just afraid i'll lose the virtue called "treasuring"
it stabs my heart to know that i'm uncared for.
but it's ok, who am i to expect so much.
love is never about giving OR taking.
will you love me more, or rather, attend to me more.
sorry that you've chosen a girl who needs much more effort than others to protect.
i am a attention seeker, too weak in the heart that i do not even have the courage to depend on someone.
i have no more trust anymore,
after being hurt over and over again.
i'm jelly, it's jelly.
falling apart.
show me more care baby.
i love you.
sorry..
it hanged by a thread and i'm falling.
good luck everyone. though being and avid blogger, i may not be blogging that often. partially due to exams, another reason is that, i don't really have happy things to blog about. so yeah, i don't wish to spread unhappiness.
* the insignificant one
