When People Say Goodbye

DAMNED FATHER, i hate him la %%^%^^%*&#$#$@@!##@$ graduation is once in a lifetime and he doesn't allow me to go !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to him, as long as i go out after midnight i will get drunk and spiked, and next month tell him i'm pregnant is it !!!!!!!!!!!! f*** off la, you bloody control freak. please go bang the wall and die, none of you words make sense.

woke up still feeling damn du lan. not going to school until exams which is on my damned birthday.don't feel like bothering about anything. perhaps i should just fail exams this year, then graduated again next year. by then i'm pretty sure i can go, cause i'll kill him somewhere next year.

for 16years, i've been missing out on soooo much fun that a teenager has, all because of him i'll regret my whole life, and he still feels that he's right ?? don't wanna change his mindset. he says that he catches me staying overnight with anyone, that person gets it. come one la, what era already. and still dare to tell me that it applies even aft i'm 21 years of age. when i'm 21, i don't even need to fuck care u la bastard. say that i never even talk to you about graduation night, now i tell u about it, it's you who use this type of perspective to view it. you and your low-class thinking. and get your mind clear, i'm going to a prom, NOT A DISCO NIGHT. how am i going to talk to you when you are always containing that type of thoughts. when you dont want to put in effort to understand and compromise. you think the world evolves around you ?? you think things have to be the way you want it ?? if not for my age, i would have trample on you and kill you. you are the worse person i ever knew, murderers are better than you, a long-time torture and misery. never even fufil your responsibilities as a father and husband still dare to control us, showing your authority is it. but sorry, you don't have it. and mum is an adult, what right do you have to control her, think you very big ar. had never ever spend quality time with me, ask me go home so early for what, watch tv ar. you yourself not at home ask me go home for what. for the sake of your face la, want everybody to be at your command but too bad, u ain't worth the respect.

had nv contributed to the family, only brought more trouble. if you think living with us is so painful then leave la, nobody stopping you. we'll be much better off w/o you pretending that you have depression in front of us. even if you have, serve you right. who ask u to have stupid thinking.you are some stupid fool who believes whatever those idiots tell you outside. pray u get cursed and run over by a truck when u go out.

you have spoiled my life, my childhood. for the past 16years, i never lead a normal happy life that other fathers give to their child, isn't that enough?? and you still think that you have DONE A GREAT JOB. how shameless, still have the cheek to claim your credits. 1 month $500 to the family for all household usage, go eat shit. you can't even survive with $1000, let alone mention the household. selfish bastard. why bring so lil money home and expect mum to do everything for you, go to your mistress la, why can't she wash your clothes, mop your floor, satisfy your SPERMLESS DICK. freaking bastard. you are filthy rich but you just refuse to give money, please go out and fuck more woman, die with AIDS, it would be a celebration to the world.

threatening me that you haven't explode to your limits. and say that you'll do anything when you go bonkers. think yourself. where does my genes come from. what you are capable of, i am too. just that i don't go around threatening ppl like that, those who loves doing that, are the cowards. will never dare to explode, even when they do, it's just an act to scare off ppl, but i must say that, i've seen it for soooo many umpteenth times that i'm sick of it. always say that the biggest temper not there yet, WOW so scary. please la, no one is scared of you. if you don't want to see the knife cutting your hand again, you better fuck off from my life asap. you dont have to give any monetary compensations, as long as you disappear, it's good enough for me and mum.

once more i say, F*** YOU BASTARD, I HATE YOU FOR AS LONG I LIVE !!!!!!!!!!!

jolynn bites and kills

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10/25/2006 01:32:00 PM