When People Say Goodbye

should not have gone to school today. when i woke up, i kept telling myself i had to go to school. it still feels like holiday somehow.

there were 2 periods of chinese, 5 periods of eng, 4 periods of math. all the subj teachers were in school but none of them came in can. what a waste of our time. today's attendance was like half only? for the whole day, we only crapped, slept and played. i did a-math for an hour. relative velocity got us quite stuck but there were no teachers to teach us. quite unproductive day.

i self-dismissed myself before the bell rang then went home to bath. went NYP to look for him. the students there seem to be able to distinguish btw poly and secondary students, despite me wearing home clothes of about the same style. many who walked pass me stared, but darling told me there was nothing wrong and i probably look younger than the majority. but alot of people used to tell me i look old. boooo

reached yishun. actually we intended to watch movie but both of us had no mood to so we ate at LJS. slacked in northpoint or rather, timezone. played beat mania and initial d. my skills still suck like hell, i doubt i can be qualified for UGC. tried DDR too. the controller to sucky la, scammed our money, and the lighting seriously do not suit people with agstimatism.

accidentally slapped desmond, sorry. went to lan shop with MK and friend. dear disturbed an indian boy, not racist joke though. fell asleep while watching them play dota. thank goodness baby doesnt play lan. MK played until tu lan don't know why, luckily no fights nor arguements were triggered.

about 6plus, we went to 925 to EAT again. but i ordered rojak only cause i was still quite full. stole ming kang's food haha. ri ming came, he reprimanded me for stealing his food too.who sits at the same table as me very unlucky, you can never pay for value haha.

wei xiong passed by, and i taunt him with *** ** again haha. then talked alot of crap, wei xiong's friend very nice to argue with haha. talk to him can improve debate. they drank beer with salt and claimed that it'll be more cooling. but i thought guys shouldn't be taking cooling stuff??? later low sperm count haha. then they bragged about secondary school stuff. so i tried a mouthful of salted beer haha. taste quite nice leh, won't feel bloated like when you usually drink. darling tried very lil cause he cannot adapt to alcohol.

after that walked back to his house there de bus stop. but he sent me home in the end though i didn't allow. i think it's because of my whining about how much i loathe taking a bus home when i'm lazy. reason being, i always have those smelly guys and bangalas sitting beside me, and that i will fall asleep and no one will wake me up. in addition, it takes quite long and i'm impatient. so no choice, hubby insisted that he will send me home. waste bus fare :( my attempt to escape failed la. forget it.

crapped alot about injuries like fracture blah blah blah. crapped until reached stadium there. walk home still crapping. played swing awhile and made darling giddy haha. so he sent me up and went off.

i took so long to reply his msg just now. sorry. please go get some food for your growling stomach ok? please never lose anymore weight, you are already skin and bones.

will be meeting my baby much less often already as exams are around the corner. tmr i'll be staying back in school, fri there's tuition though darling has half day off from school, sorry. whole of next week will be dedicated to education. whole of next week not meeting until the 31st. awwwwwwww.... so sad. but i have to combat this battle, and aft this, it'll be so much easier. finding a job in either boutiques, childcares, popular(inspired by SR) or maybe doing business(no confidence, not likely that type of person).

jason gonna bring me to his company for a lookabout after exams, hopefully i'll gain some interest then.

25th and 26th,er jie has chalet. 22nd there will be a prom which i most likely won't go. organised by the E2 clique, thanks but have to refuse due to overwhelming post exams activities haha. 16th and 17th dec another chalet by team moron. which one shall i stay overnight?? i think dec's chalet i won't be going as no one asked also haha. dont auto turn up better, maybe go down play play awhile nia. er jie chalet i still comtemplating haha. she poor thing, have to sleep on her own lols.

jolynn dreams of a holiday

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10/18/2006 09:58:00 PM