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Jolynn Chew Wen Yu
Ngee Ann Poly (ECH)
She loves to gossip, but when she doesn't talk, don't force her
She's trying to be nice, don't make her turn nasty
She's not someone you will deem as CHIO, but don't try to put her down
She has very low self-esteem.

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this morning a pig woke up and thought to herself "should i skip school today ?? don't feel like going leh..." after some serious contemplating and predicaments, she finally hits her head and say "damn it la, today hari raya, i want go school also never open ar .." *falls back and snore away.

needless to say, that girl is none other than me, jolynn chew ben dan haha.

met darling at timezone around 2plus, saw jun long and jonathan there. after that was quite bad la. i was really scared but you just asked me to go ahead. i waited until bth so i just stormed off ignoring you, sorry >.<

when i'm scared who would be the one to protect me and curb my fear. does image takes importance over the risk ?? nvm, shall not depend on anyone to protect me, i should be protecting myself by abstaining from danger. but yet again, i failed. how useless can i be as a human, can't even defend myself. suan le, what done cannot be undone. perhaps wasting that few bucks ain't worth it afterall. wait for the good news ba.

*that fear hounding and thwarting in my mind, leaving me to only listen to the pounding of my heart beats.

darling sent me home after that. wanted to study on bus but couldn't. just kept crapping and crapping, whining about the rise and fall of venice. damn, o levels is less than a week away, and i HAVEN'T STARTED STUDYING !!!!!!!!!!!! note that i'm not revising, i'm still studying, no content no anything. but i don't feel the anxiety, wierd huh.

jolynn wants to cry :'(
*helpless one

' SHATTERED <3>
10/24/2006 10:39:00 PM