When People Say Goodbye

this pot is for yesterday but again, due to internet connection, i couldn't post it.

Tiring day. Woke up around 10 plus in the morning, but cannot meet my baby =( dad was at home and mum did not allow me to go out.

Had some conflicts btw me and mum, forget it, 16 years with her always like that one. No courtesy and consideration one. she’s the best in the world, she sacrifices the most, everyone should hail to her, think of her feelings. But when she is facing others, she seems the nicest person, always thinking for others, never complaining. How fake. But anyway, this is not the point. I just don’t know why she have to do this to herself. Perhaps next time if she wears my shoe and spoil it, she should have some integrity to own up, not wait till I find out. Then she says:” your shoe old already so I take and wear lor, but the shoe lousy, wear awhile spoil already.” I was like WTH, I only wore it for once and she say it’s old, just admit that her leg is fat la. Cannot fit in still die die must use my things. Never ask somemore, just kept mum about it. She isn’t the mum I used to know.

Ate breakfast then my mum wanted me to follow her to airport. Another lame outing with relatives. I guess the purpose of my presence there is to look after that baby. Hyperactive and stubborn, had a hard time chasing him, got a few beatings from him too. His mum got worse la, he sticks to his mum so closely that she could not even have her dinner in peace, poor thing. If my child is like that, I will regret getting married.

Did nothing the whole day long, waste my time. should have just gone to darling’s house. I dislike my aunt too but that one special case, don’t say la.

Now I can’t meet my baby till Tuesday, thanks to that great and noble woman. Jason called just now but I was in the car sleeping, returned his call but he hung up on me =.=

Off to sleep la, wanna end this very bad day.

Jolynn frowns

' SHATTERED <3>
10/23/2006 12:13:00 PM