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Jolynn Chew Wen Yu
Ngee Ann Poly (ECH)
She loves to gossip, but when she doesn't talk, don't force her
She's trying to be nice, don't make her turn nasty
She's not someone you will deem as CHIO, but don't try to put her down
She has very low self-esteem.

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good-looking people DUH !!!
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<3s that him who doesn't love me

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currently in the deepest state of depression, no idea when can i see the light.

loving someone is hard, loving someone who doesn't love u is harder. loving someone whom u think still cares for u is BULLSHIT !!! cause he never cared. u lose your appeal, he tired of u. he wants someone new, so that he can love that someone like how he loved u.

he don't care, don't love u at all la !!! wake up stupid fool !!!! stop lingering around his life and putting effort there, it doesn't make him feel happier in anyway !!!

i already tried my best to change into a better girl. to be more feminine, less violent, less stubborn, more obedient whatever. i changed into someone whom i don't know. i don't know if it's better or worse but it's u who made me change.

but u can't accept the new me nor the old me. so why did i change, because i was foolish, silly, dumb, stupid to believe that u still care which u don't anymore. as long as i cannot be of any help, u won't even bother abt me. even if u called, it is to ask something from me, not to just spend time with me to tell me u care. am i providing company free of charge. visit u when u are sick or bored, try to take care of u whenever i can. what abt u ?? bother abt every other thing first before u even glance at me. spending time with me only when others aren't available. platonic relationship huh ??

what am i ?? a spare tyre ?? someone whom u can whack till death and just leave me there ?? someone whom u can do whatever u want then turn back and walk out on me ?? is that what i am ?? i'm really curious to know. why are u ignoring me now ?? because u can't benefit from my presence in any way right ??

no amount of tears can fill this ocean but this very drop signifies the death of our love. I HATE YOU !!!

' SHATTERED <3>
11/22/2006 11:28:00 PM