When People Say Goodbye

tiring day. but not that tired also. woke up around 10plus after 11 miss calls from jarrel. i finally dragged myself up. bathed and went to NYP. my dressing was kinda wierd la. since buy already just wear lor, i also do not exactly fret over my appearance.

jarrel kept laughing. *punches and kicks. today he quite poor thing la, keep kanna my attacks. then met leong chun too.

so there was this guy sitting behind me, which is in front of leong chun as he was facing me but not directly. don't know how to explain la. then his buttline was flashing at us. WTF !!!! so i decided to be playful. went over and say "erm excuse me, ni de ku zi hou mian zhao geng hen duo leh" he kept apologising. i thought usually people say thank you instead haha. but imagine a girl telling him this in front of all his guy friends.

actually it's common seeing girls wearing hipsters accidentally showing their buttline. that one i'm fine with it. guys they wear boxers, so not so bad. but guys with their buttlines leaking outta their asses is hilarious to look at la. leong chun and jarrel could not stop laughing. they thought i very daring but maybe i too thick-skinned. haha, i actually feel that it's alright to play pranks on them =x

after that went to funland to play. so not fun.then went to mos burger with jarrel to study. talk alot do one question haha.then somehow i fell asleep for awhile. then woke up and chiong a-math. did not study social studies as planned =( BOOO~~~ i think i'm gonna flung it for sure. mon is the paper and i haven't even got a single chapter memorised. DAMN. nvm, not gonna include humanites in my aggregate. went up to zone-x to play a few rounds of initial d. listening to those noobs talking crap, i actually find them rather cute. except for the one which is a friend of my schoolmate, trying to rebutt everything when he don't know a thing. act pro when he suck at that game haha. forget it, he smells, so i stood real far away from him. *press nose

went to tuition. waited for er jie very long. she was late. so me, jarrel and namira were sitting outside in the cold. then we saw shing rong walking out. we were like "she's inside ??'' how come we never see haha. so went in. er jie today keeping saying things make me curse so many times haha. then went to KFC. ate and went home.

jason called on the way. haha to keep his promise he made yesterday. but i told him to call when i reach home. ended up in msn instead. but also not much to chat, unlike the past. oh well, it's the past, let's not brood over it. i still have others to handle. like that hearts i've broken, i have to take responsibility for that as it was due to my selfishness. maybe i should give myself a break and decide what i really want. perhaps jason cannot be include in my choice already cause i have got no right to choose him. now is either i remain single and focus on whatever job i end up with, if not i patch things up with jarrel and cope with 3 things.

oh like whatever. let nature take its course ba. though i know what i really want, but i should never expect things to go my way. *prays.

jolynn build castles in the air

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11/02/2006 12:37:00 AM