When People Say Goodbye

nothing to do these days.
match on sat with TRF was ok. we won but there were much disputes and conflicts around people there regarding a few very guai lan people.stayed there till 9plus before taking train home with elmo and my brother.

10th dec

today is jason's birthday, but he still doesn't wanna talk to me anymore. well, i wished him happy birthday, at least i did all i could. perhaps i've put too much pressure on him, and have frightened him off with my temper and attitude. he may not talk to me forever, but nevertheless, i'll still treat him as my friend, someone whom i care for.

went to pray with my mum. i proceeded to find benny at AMK. he was dying his hair for the umpteenth time haha. ri ming was there too. met leong chun and yisheng. marcus and jia hao came along later on. it's the first day i know jia hao la, talked quite abit, quite a nice guy. ah guo came down in the evening. poor nono, studying at home LOL.but i even more poor thing ok. why ?? the reason goes like this:

jia hao: standing in front of you(riming) i feel very safe cause you ren gao ma da, meaning fit and tall la, big size like body guard.
ri ming: laugh
sme: zhong kan bu zhong yong, means nice to look at not nice to eat =x

ri ming hit me on the head, i hit back. he returned another of course. but this time, i chose to kick him, and guess what. the straps of my slippers snapped !!!! nobody wanted to carry me to the nearby shoe shop so i dragged ri ming to walk with me there. he was laughing like mad can !!!!!!! so torturing can, shoes are soo precious to a human's feet LOL.

all of them laughed when we went back to zone x. went home at 7plus to watch start awards.
personally i feel that people like ivy lee, kelvin tan, elvin ng, michelle chia, gurmit singh blah blah blah, don't deserve their awards.

it was obvious that among the 5 short-listed actresses, ivy lee has the worst acting skills. compared to ann kok and other nominated actresses, she was a big notch lower. michelle chia hosted in a few variety shows but has yet to venture in acting, so why is she in it ?? elvin ng, he has acted in small parts of very few drama series, and has not shown much on screen. kelvin tan is the controversial one, he sings well. not to criticise him, as a matter of fact, he is blind. so the question is " how to act ??" he got the newcomer award, fine nothing wrong with that. but he got in top 10 fav actor award, which means that people with potential like chen han wei and others do not get their merit for their efforts. gurmit singh have not even acted in any channel 8 or channel u 's shows. so why is he getting it.

all these are my personal view la, or maybe my mum's also. haha.

11th dec

lunched at cafe cartel today, food was ok unlike the other time. went to NTUC to buy household stuff. alot of shopping today, met alot of inconsiderate and impolite people. don't wish to talk so much about them. some problems with the lights in my house, HURRAY !!! cause i never liked brightly-lit places. i whined for 16years having to live in a house with white painted walls and many many lights. uncle came over to fix *so fast =(

waiting for ASIAN games now, and also for connection to post up all the above i've been complaining about. BOO HOO !!!

' SHATTERED <3>
12/11/2006 11:22:00 PM