When People Say Goodbye

first i'll still like to thank my friends for trying to cheer me up. but sorry it's like 4-6 issues all at a time. sometimes i'm venting about this, sometimes about that. so if your eyes hurt, then avoid my blog for sometime haha.

and this long long essay i'll have to type to godlike, you all can skip this part la huh.

eh who you fucking think you are. i've always been like this last time. don't act like you know me very long lor. if you really do, put your big arse name down la !!! always i'm correct, is it ?? then you point out which part is false lor. is not always i correct, because whatever i do you also will say wrong =.= so up to you la huh, i wrong or correct also none of your fucking business.

i na de qi fang bu xia ?? PLEASE LA !!! i just don't wanna leave him in the lurch. if you see your friend left 10 bucks for a week, then he buy mac or play mahjong you will stop him ?? if he eats bread everyday, he can survive the week. i'm just trying to stop him, not i fang bu xia. if i wanna see him like that and don't care, i can one lor =.=

and i already said, you don't know me that well. since when other don't love me ?? others love me anot you know ar ?? unless you once loved me la =.= don't need say i BHB, i was just trying to rebutt your brainless statement.

OHHHH i see ... you don't know what the hell i thinking, of course you dunno la !!!! if you know then you live in my body ??? my thinking pissed alot of people ?? SO WHAT !!! i can think whatever i like, do i have to change it because you buay song ?? NOOO !!! cause i don't fucking give a damn whether you are happy with me anot. there are enough ppl being unhappy with me, plus you makes no diff. and also ........ they don't WALK pass my blog.

it's already quite a cliche, if you don't know it then you are a mountain tortoise for sure.

many of the bloggers would just tell people like you:

"NOT HAPPY, CLICK THE TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER."
"BUAY SONG ?? FUCK OFF !!!"
"DON'T AGREE ?? SHUT UP !!"

if believe you have heard of all these before, i won't shoot them at you. i believe if you have nothing constructive to say, you should know what to do.

why am i being so rude to you ?? because i hate people typing essays in my tag w/o their real identity. and worse of all, you choose a name so unsuitable for yourself. "godlike" PUI ar !!! i always think i'm right. ok fine, now i tell you what i feel that is wrong with you ok ??

you have nothing better to do than to come here and type rubbish which you think i will seek as advice. maybe when i die .... and you are speaking for people. i shall quote what my sister always say "is you not us, speak for yourself" you buay song with me, you tell me, don't add in other people. they buay song, they will tell me, so you STFU. just say you not happy and zip your big ass mouth.

and the worst is, you actually tell me to practise what i preach, not only say to others. HOHOHO !!! so all the while you know what i'm doing ?? then you must be someone like a stalker or what ?? then lemme ask you, how many times do i kick your ass when i doze off ?? =.= please la, speak for yourself. if i always think that i'm right, you also do the same not what ..... LAME !!!

then to the 3rd person.

you feel that you didn't smug, of course la, i'm the one being smugged at =.=

you got a high-paying job, then ok, nothing to blame about that. but the way you talk and smsed to me totally changed can !!! so yeah, your cousin's boyfriend gave you this chance, everything also shun their yi si lor. fine i nothing to say.

buy drinks for them, you may think i gey gao money with you. but you think again, i need to gey gao about 50cents anot ?? if you were buying the drink for me, you would have just anyhow chosen one and told me that "aiya sui bian la". that was what you always did last time, sui bian la.but somehow when you do anything for your other friends or whoever la, you are very meticulous about the task de lor. why last time you never like that ?? now like that la.

aiya i don't know how to explain it to you, but the way you behave that day may not be seen to others at smug because they are the ones being affected. but i am, because i was the one who introduced you to that job. lowly-paid or whatever you may say cause u earning alot now. why did i say u smug ??

because knowing that you don't turn up for work, i kanna. you don't even have the initiative to call up and inform ?? oh why ?? because their pay lower, no need call is it ?? if you really such a responsible person, you should have at least made it clear either on the call when they asked you to work, OR before sat comes. if a humble and responsible person is in you, then you would have call up to save the trouble. like what you said, you will take responsiblity =.=

on the other side, there were some unconfirmed bad news about a friend. cannot say much here, in case i SPREAD =.= so two people asked me help check up on the details to find out the truth. so i asked those who knew abt it, or those who know this friend more than me for details. so it becomes my fault i spread. FINE, sorry. if i knew i had to carry this black pot, then i ask people to check themselves lo.

i can't say much about anything now incase i say the wrong things. there one thing tong lam told me: yishun people also condemn you liao lor, your attitude like that

ok, like i don't know. who condemn me you tell me for what ?? can i do anything about it ?? if they want condemn me, then i can force them not to ?? so i simply told them, not only yishun people. everyone condemn me, you also. i find this sentence so correct.

everyone condemns me, then please flood my tagboard with some sense other than flaming unnecessarily. if you scold me with some logic, i will shut up. but if i can find something to condemn about you, i will. condemn me lor, i'm a strong-headed person who never listens.

if that is what you feel then carry one. but i have to remind you, if as you said, i won't listen, then won't you be the fool trying to scold me ?? i won't listen la !!! lame shit. i am the bull shit =)

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3/18/2007 01:13:00 AM