When People Say Goodbye

hiyah after talking so much. i've sorted things out with tong lam. everything's kinda alright on that side. other things are still in a horrendous state. but i still must thank tong lam for those advices, i think can apply with other issues too =)

but jarrel, i have to be really frank now. i admit that a part of me hates you. you guys might think i'm joking, but this time i'm not. but i just don't know what to say to you to make you understand. after saying the same thing and being misintepreted for half a year, by more and more people, i decided to heed tong lam's advice.

some things you just LL, let them say what they want. they wanna still condemn you, say what also no use. some things you just have sallow even if you don't want to.

yeah, i'm just gonna do that. i'm not gonna clarify anything, anymore. cause if people already fixed their impression on me, no amount of anything can change it. i change myself, for the sake of myself and future friends, not for those sceptical people who still choose to pin-point at my past. so IF any of you want to combined my char last time with my changed self, then it's up to you. i just shut up, ok ?? happy with that ??

as for those who are willing to wait for me to change and perhaps guide me thru, thanks !!! it's nice to have people who are willing to give you some support when everyone snobs at you. but i really need time and alot of effort cause once i kind of cannot tahan and flare up, the effort all in the soup liao. so now i will learn how to control the limit of my temper. temper is sure have, but i'll try my best to minimise it.

so friends(those who are staying on), thank you guys first !! =p kudos to tong lam, cause he enlightened me. and also because i don't expect him to be the one cause i don't see him more than 50times a yr LOL !!!

no more flaming !!! you spam all you want, make yourself look like a fool. and i shall be honest, i'm referring to that smart-alec godlike =)

tong lam gonna scold me. he say he don't like someone he show it straight, wait he say i copy him haha. CRAZY WOMAN !!! mahjong tomorrow !!! next fri and sat too !!! YEAHHHHHHHHH !!!

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3/18/2007 03:53:00 AM