When People Say Goodbye

hohoho so much of crap. suddenly my blog is infested with gutless people. why do you have to hide your identity just to bad-mouth and pin-point people ?? obviously you are ashamed of yourself. well IF you do remember, i only said that i welcome logical criticism, not SENSELESS ones.

ok let me first say that, whether you think i'm a girl or a woman, it seriously doesn't make much of a difference to me right ?? so it's like another load of rubbish. so you agree with that nameless don't-know-guy-or-girl-de-aqua.

AND AND AND !!! so are you telling me that you can see my brain ?? HOHOHO what a brainless statement. so it contains ALL my righteousness and everybody's wrongs. OHHH is it ?? at least i have righteousness to own up for whatever i say, unlike some scaredy cat hiding behind the screen. yes it contains people whom i thought have done injustice to me. NOW you tell me. don't you remember them too ?? so you aren't human ?? if you are really so great as to credit people for doing things right, then why are you here barking so loudly ?? when this don't concern you.

perhaps i should tell you, you are not in any way related to us (i hope so). out of 100days, i don't see you for even once. if you don't know what's happening, please stop wasting my time to have to read your tags which totally makes no sense. if you don't have a good understanding of the situation, you aren't fit to comment. with this, i think it's obvious who's brain is peasized.

and i totally know the reason why "godlike" thinks that i'm always argueing to be in the right. he says that i never apologise as if i'm always faultless. but he should really try to point out at which point of time did i say i was perfect ?? did you say this because YOU are NOT the one i apologise to ?? i do say "sorry" to my friends, but not to you. if you still think i'm always in the right, then too bad for you, you can't understand simple english.

and i just don't understand why you two just cannot open your big dog eyes to read. i don't care whether i piss people off anot, cause if they wanna be pissed, i don't even need to do a thing, and they can be pissed already. it's all about their own feelings towards me, and i never forced them to love me ?? if this you still can't understand, then you better stop tagging, waste space.

after so much of explanation, you all still cannot understand, that just goes to show how you two even know me well enough. if you two still don't get it, i see no point continuing to rant cause stupid means stupid, say so much also no use. cause you say one sentence, before they even catch half, they already start to go out of point already.

SO LAME !!! i guess they will never dare put their names one la, this type of people reveal their identity, the sky drop ar !!! worse still, they impersonate to sow discord. i depiese them. SEE PROPERLY, this is me, jolynn chew say one. I DEPIESE PEOPLE WHO HIDE THEIR IDENTITY WHEN BAD-MOUTHING PEOPLE. fair enough ??

as what tong lam has told me, i already cleared some misunderstandings between tong lam, elmo, kai qi, jeffrey and many many more people la. i can't be bothered who's right who's wrong, just say "Sorry" then forget everything la. so now things at that side is ok already.

as for jarrel i can't say nothing except "you just don't know." i'm sure many of you will have heard about this before. "a true heart needs no explanation because explaining means hiding. any insincere gesture can never be clarified no matter what amount of words are used."

so far so true. your mum loves you, you can see it one. she don't have to tell you everyday or show it out, it's the everyday feeling you know. it's the way the love comes out of the heart, not the mouth. so no point telling me, you did you did but infact i don't see anything. even your sister can vouch for that. she also agrees that girlfriend is not your priority now, so why find one ??

why make other people commit to you when you can't do the same ?? i've been repeating myself, and i don't think you know because you still haven't found the one you really love. when you find her, you will know the difference and agree that actually it was just an infatuation from you to me.

stead also stead liao, break also break liao, who wrong who right also not important. just take it as we wasted half a year building nothing ba. and regarding your family side, i don't think you have much to say. i can try my best to do 100things for you, but they just need to do one small lil thing to make you forget all i've done. so till now, i have to admit the fact that i mean very very little compared to everybody else around you except your enemies, but do you know how much you once meant to me ??

did you even realise ............. the times when i had to hide the truth and tell people you care about me the most. did you realise what difficulty i took to tell people that my boyfriend loves me ?? because i didn't feel that love from you.....

you still mean alot to me, but whenever i see you, i see the pain, i feel like running away. i treat you with such contempt now so that i won't be so vunerable in front of you. i don't wanna show you, the way you made me cry, on the journeys alone back home, during the times when you weren't there.............

' SHATTERED <3>
3/18/2007 11:18:00 PM