When People Say Goodbye

hooohooohoooo ............ mel just hit the spot in my tag haha. whether i feel right or not, i lvoe who or not, why they bother so much ar ?? hmmm hack care la, a bunch of idiots w/o names(at least to me they do not have names).

already decided to put down these 2 people whom have been in my heart. at least i'll try my best to do so. what jarrel what jason, think so much also no use. make me feel worse only, though i'm also at fault but why live in the past ?? though i may not sucessfully forget jason but i wish that i can at least not think of him too much. zai zhe me shuo, we also break up for a good 9months plus le, it's time i start to pull him outta my heart already.

i watched the ou xiang ju "zhen ming tian nu" by S.H.E, a rather old show already. it's quite touching la, somehow those memories flooded back. not like someone died to save me la, but just some small details. then halfway thru, i suddenly ki siao. i was thinking .........

one day jason also have to get married or get a new gf.... if i no forget him then see him with other girl very tong ku right .... then what should i do leh ?? get another guy i love and marry before jason does =) at least got an wei haha.

bullshit la haha. by then i don't think i'll be that si xin ta di over him liao. as for jarrel there ar, wish him good luck lo. already made it very very clear to him already. lalala~~~

so now .... i can just do whatever i want =) don't need to bother so much about guys liao. there's one type of people i admire. they have their guys but they can still do whatever they want with such freedom. like .....

her guy wishing so hard for her to go out to catch a movie or something. normally girls will just be soft-hearted and agree. but then this type of person will like postpone it. not cancel but postpone haha. make the guy sooooo what la !!! but i just wonder ...... they won't feel anything meh ?? LOL !!!

aiya, find a new guy, handsome handsome, rich rich LOL !!! xiang de mei !!! if he turns out to be a joe millionaire i die wahahaha !!! but i'll just find someone that i can love, and he love me too =p wait till the time comes ........ :)

anyway, heni joined me for work today =) at least i have company now. when dennis piss me off i can complain to her LOL !!!! she wrap the rice roll until 300plus grams i down there laugh !!! haha. after work we went to the VCD shop downstairs. nothing to do ma, ended up buying 2 VCDs AGAIN !!! recently i spend alot on VCDs. it's a nice thing to do, slacking at home after work, watching VCDs haha. was thinking of getting the "scary movie" and "just my luck". i watched "just my luck" before but thought it wasn't worth that money. didn't get "scary movie" cause heni say it was really lame. so i ended up with "school of rock" and "the break-up". old movies, "the break-up" is because i haven't watch, got discount so buy lor =p

then the guy asked about our work, had a lil chat. end up i leave my contacts with him, so that if they employing they call me =p imagine, i quit QQrice go downstairs work haha. he ask if i got any requirement, i say higher pay than QQrice =x LOL !!! but more slack la, there no people one, then can sit down. QQrice tired like siao la !!! VCD shop can buy alot VCD also =) and can watch whatever movie during work that you want hehe. if they call then i tiao cao =x

reached home watch abit of VCD jiu peng san already. cause i didn't sleep for 2 days liao. my eyelids were half closed during work, yawn hundreds of time. but the funny thing is, when no customer i only tired. i see customer, look at them, WA buay tahan !!! LOL !!! see liao also sian la !!!

working morning shift again, for the whole week. but heni must report one hour earlier wahahahaha .... i get to sleep longer. talking about sleep .... look at the time now ... though i slept just now, but i still wanna sleep !!! so you guys, don't sleep too late ok ?? goodnight !!!!!!!!!!!!!

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3/20/2007 01:56:00 AM