When People Say Goodbye

i also don't know what to say about those people. cause they always say i only look at other people's faults but now they are also looking ONLY at my faults what right. haha, so same thing applies to them.

i'm very glad to know that me and my FRIENDS are alright already. i mean those who really try to understand me instead of blaming me straight away. they took time to bring me out of that shadow and counsel me. that's when i see who's my true friends =) thanks guys. i know i shouldn't "ji jiao" with what other people say about me cause people who are sincere in making friends with me will not always harp not my mistakes. even if i made a mistake, they try to correct me instead of quarrelling. i really need to thank them for always giving me a chance to explain and lending me a listening ear.

of course i'm not saying that those who never say anything is not my friends la, but after this "storm" at least i know who's true to me and who's just putting up a nice show for everyone to see. i don't have to say it out, i know it in my heart. if you are one of them, i believe you will know it too =)

enough of stupid saddening things. today my supervisor pissed me off 2 times. we had a debate regarding sales ethics, haha let him win la. argue so much also no use, he's my boss i have to listen to him. auntie seow cooked veg for me today knowing that i had not much appetite. but i really have to say sorry to her cause i left it untouched. this whole week i don't have appetite to eat. even when i'm hungry at home, i can only finish campbell soup. see solid food feel like vomitting. during work not so bad la, cause i know i'm not eating that haha.

after work had some disputes over the phone. perhaps because my friend misinterpret the conversation then he told me somethings very hurting. so abit of here and there, then ok liao. but i cried all the way from novena to marsling, very paiseh. train alot people lo. but was just feeling kinda hurt, as long as my other friend believe then it's ok if other people misunderstand, because most impt is that he don't misunderstand.

reached melissa's place and mahjong with her crazy friend LOL !!! today play 3 ka only. at first keep fang pao, later on change place even worse. can ting pai nv fang pao happy liao. lose 30plus. but the 3rd pok i sit back my feng shui wei then get back about 10plus bucks, so end up lose 15bucks. not too bad la, considering that i didn't sleep for the past 2 days haha. they say i "hop sai" LOL !!!

trained to YCK with hui qi. she going for another mahjong session !!! crazy la !! haha, she 3ka siao, ask her play 4 ka she don't like. then chat chat chat about crazy stuff. then i told her, next fri and sat, we make mel "tu" back her 25bucks today LOL !!! but she don't "he zuo yu kuai" hehe. so bad of us. but mel also always ask me "tu" back one what wahahaha.

today got the "ren ci" charity don't know what show. that fa shi really have very strong determination. salute him man !!! if i can climb 1/8 of what he climb, miracle lo LOL !! maybe i can't even get the 1st step on. pei fu pei fu !!! bryan wong and quan yi feng gave quite a touching speech too. but i just don't understand why desmond koh keep asking the reverend to talk when he's resting haha. so what la !!! people very tired you know !!! LOL !!!

type type type, until i so tired le. 52hours never slp le. later go slp 6hours must wake up again. SIAN !!! tomorrow heni's joining me for work =))) YAY !!!

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3/18/2007 11:55:00 PM