When People Say Goodbye

i feel the need to $##$%^^& already.

firstly, someone talked behind my back. well, not exactly actually. she did say a sentence, but the rest continued behind my back. i don't know what exactly her story was to the others but i just have to say STFU !!!

secondly, even if you were to tell me right in my face, i swear i can make you cry on the spot. i spared you my tongue lashings because you are his friend. when i keep silence, it doesn't mean a green light to continue your nonsense.

thirdly, all i can use to describe you is "SORE LOSER". at 1st you complained that he always feed me (mahjong), but after that we changed place, then you said "he sure will purposely let me win" LIKE HOW ?? sit where you alos say this and that, it's too damned obvious that you are a blardie sore loser. when you lose, you can blame anyone for it, when you win you keep quiet.

fourth, i am a sore loser too. but through all these times, i've already tried to change. when i lose, i blame it on my own luck unless it's really sabotage.what about you ?? if i were to shoot you back, there are just tooooooo many reasons to. when he also feed you, you keep quiet. when eunice kept feeding you, i didn't even make any farking noise can !!! i just said that she was very nice to you. and YOU ?? you just shoot us off by saying that we cannot sit next to each other. even sit opposite also not happy. if you wanna shoot me with all your vocabs, i can just run you down with simple english. that is "LOSER".

fifth, you give me the idea that you are too poor to even lose a cent. so next time we gamble, i stuff 10dollars in your mouth and leave lor. you wanna behave like a beggar, i treat you like one. you want to be a freaking sore loser to that extent, i can just make you wail on the floor, crying for your beloved. only you and your boy can win, others cannot. then play for what, go home sleep la !!!

for goodness sake, when ppl keep feeding you, you don't even thank them, sometimes you can even blame them for not throwing the tiles you want to let them win. i seriously never seen such a bitch on mahjong table before lor. can blame people in every round one. i spared you this once, you try again then you see my ugly side. you don't know me for long, so it's better for you to stop talking behind my back. and even worse, to whisper to every single person except me and him IN FRONT OF ME. dare to tell so many people don't dare tell us is it ?? cannot afford to lose don't play. i lose 20plus bucks to you before, i got blame you ?? now it's only 5 bucks and you are barking like some mad dog. =.=

no wonder someone said your "pai ping hao, ren ping bu hao" shall not name who, it's obvious enough for you to know. he/she said your ren ping bu hao, i will say KNS !!! downright selfish and unreasonable.

ONE LAST WARNING. don't point fingers at us when we didn't do anything. he may let you off but i won't. i sound even more unreasonable then you here, so that is to tell you, you give me some, i pay you back double. don't try to reason with me at this time, when i get unreasonable there's nothing you can do to make me change. kill yourself maybe ?? don't ever accuse people again, you don't know how it feels like.

though you didn't make it very obvious on your blog, i make it damn obvious here, hoping that you will read this and jump to the ceiling. too bad, even after you shoot him, i still zi mo to win you. and you also fang pao give me, that proves what ?? even without feeding, i still can win if i want to. so stop complaining and getting whiny, seriously too pampered that you lost all your principles and ethics.

on a much lighter note, i would like to "curse" SINGAPORE POOLS again LOL !!! for letting me win "10million divide by 10million minus 1" dollar. haha. but anyway, it's ok la. just bought for fun, to get the last atmosphere of CNY lol !!

had steamboat with jarrel today. was suppose to meet at 5.30pm but the heavy storm delayed our appointment to 6.30pm. we ate ALOT !!! we were one of the first to arrive, and one of the last to leave LOL !! 2 people eat more than 4 can !!! i feel the fats bulging out already haha. played abit of "card raiders" then headed home. bought coconut drink while jarrel drank coke.

on the way home, jarrel was so damn unlucky that he step into puddles of mud water 3 TIMES !!! haha. too bad for him. had alot of fun on the way home. am going out with lance and hian leng tomorrow, maybe plus lance's sch friends. good day guys !!! =)

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3/02/2007 11:56:00 PM