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Jolynn Chew Wen Yu
Ngee Ann Poly (ECH)
She loves to gossip, but when she doesn't talk, don't force her
She's trying to be nice, don't make her turn nasty
She's not someone you will deem as CHIO, but don't try to put her down
She has very low self-esteem.

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whenever i confided in you, i always quietly wished that you will take me back by your side. like what you did on the 30th of april 2006. you, to agree to be the 1st one to really love me and give me warmth. though i said that no one loved me before, but i know you did. i wish for the day you will come running back and hug me tight. i even dream about it everyday in my sleep, but i still have to wake up. it's so sweet yet exaggerating, but all too true.

when i say nvm, it always minds the most.

i seriously can't get over you, but what to do ??


.................. who ?? up to you to guess.

people always slash their wrists, but don't they think that it feels better on fat thighs ?? wrist-cutting is outdated la.

i had a long conversation with jason, i did 95% of the talking. it was supposed to be because someone else deeply hurt me but it becomes "him". not he hurt me, but i just can't forget one bit. i always say "yes i forgot you" but in my heart ?? well the answer is abvious. i still keep all our photos, the memories. i thought of erasing all of them, but i can't bring myself to do it. i just love you toooooo much. i don't know why.

somehow my gut feeling tells me that you have taken interest or maybe fall in love with someone new. i know i very kan bu kai, but i just can't accept that fact. i want you to love me, i really do, but i never dared to tell you, because i don't want to ask stupid questions. i already know the answer, so why ask ?? maybe you really think i forgot you already, cause you don't even view my profile not to say read this blog.

well, i shall stop searching for your heart, lest our situation becomes worse. it really hurts enough now, to know that the one you love had never loved you back. i know i've said this many many times, but nothing can really express it.

BUT I REALLY LOVE YOU !!! say you love me too .... please .... miracles don't happen. FUCK

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3/16/2007 02:59:00 AM