When People Say Goodbye

last few days was HORRENDOUS for me !!! totally sucked !!! maybe not totally la huh ..

tuesday's attachment was fine. went to school, didn't even have time to eat lor $#$%^& booked room ma, then chiong my CD stuff. then kenneth brought his "ginnas" to terrorize me =.='' wa so scared, they didn't even dare to come in LOL !!!

the day was ok, until test had to come. it was difficult, though it's MCQ. the choices were kind of stupid yet smart, contradicting la. some of them you find it very true in real life, but think again ... school's test paper will ask this type of things meh ?? but you never know if that's the correct answer. so have to really read between the lines. hopefully the answers i choose in the end will be correct. this 20% or dunno how many percent is IMPT !!! i only got a moderate pass for the last test =(((

choir was ok. then had committee meeting. realised that being in the committee ain't easy at all. in fact, very hard !! i'm not born to be a leader, but i'll try. and i believe kenny, my assistant will work hard together with me =))) GO CHOIR !!! ppl may say we sing for the sake of nth but high and low notes. they might say we are aqua, or lame. but just rmb, they are ppl that don't appreciate the same music as we do. it is a sign of disrespect to pass comments about stuff u don't know but it's also a sign that indicates the way you think before you say. shows that you have no depth in thinking at all, shallow !!

well ... all these harsh stuff was to emphasize on the fact that we humans, have many different views. you should not try so hard to run ppl's passion down when they did not do it to yours. even if they did, you are just childish to play back with them. if some ppl can show basic respect by not commenting, it might make him/her look smarter. besides, i think that him/her comparing whoever with my friend in choir, will sure lose. cause he/she had not heard both sides, and is so eager to announce the results already. well .. it's ok ... talented people don't have to seek attention to be famous. they will one day, be well-known in the way they want it to be. people who can sing very well, need not be a performer or singer right ??

on the way back, had a long chat with jing yi after zeke alighted. i love chats with her =))) keeps me rather engrossed. usually in long chats, i'll be the one to get off track first haha.

this is one of the very bad parts of my days. chiong assignments !!! then didn't sleep, still can go school late =.= was kinda pissed off before CD lesson, well don't wish to elaborate. ppl who should know will know.

went out with jasper after school. before that, went to far east buy cardigan with sheryl and her mum. but sad to say, one button already drop out le. so sad !! cannot find leh. maybe tailor there will have then go buy haha. ate ramen with jasper, the food was like the maggie mee i cook at home, don't know why he like haha. then walked around with nothing to do. wanted to play initial D but didn't bring my cards =.= think i bore him to death la. first time meet, also dunno what he like, scared later he don't like. blah blah, couldn't find movie to watch either. DAMNED !!! lucky when we go PS, i play stock car for initial D alot of ppl challenged me haha.

bade goodbye at around 9plus. thank god for him, he must be feeling great at that time.

had a good sleep after so many nights, till 12pm =))) then jasper didn't exactly talk much to me already. perhaps i'm really that ugly till the extent where he don't wanna contact me after meeting. well, he is my ex's friend, so one fine day also will see me. god bless him.

work sucked today. attitude customers. but after work was kind of good. joked abit, then wei lun send me home and talk about some stuff, not convenient to reveal here. seems like so long nv work with him. but also good la, if not when he work always very crowded, cause his mouth very smelly. no customer then he say very empty, then customer come filling in. it's too true not to believe. all of us in suki don't dare suey chui, only him haha.

but am quitting soon. i don't know why, i just don't feel like working there already haha. but also quite she bu de. how leh .....................

ok here comes the worst part. for the CD project which i just handed in on wednesday, it stated that it was supposed to be week 11. then i have this project due on week 13. thinking i have 2 more weeks left so i didn't panick or what la. but then kenneth told me it's week 13 already. so the assignment descriptor was printed wrongly for CD !!! DAMNED !!! why her assignments all like that de !!! TMD !!! die, now i don't even know which group am i with =.=

so many bad things in a row. people !! pray for me T.T

' SHATTERED <3>
7/13/2007 12:38:00 AM