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i thought this could be a happy post that i wanted to write. but no ... sorry guys ...

i lost my phone, at least that's what i think. i'm praying hard that i left it at home though it's kind of not possible. i called and called my phone but no one answered, maybe the uncle don't know the functioning of a phone. i'm only too glad that it's the shuttle bus, not SBS.

it's not a matter of money, i'm going to change my plan and phone anyway. but it's the memories, all the photos and msg-es of me and him that i kept. recently i keep having encounters where i will almost lose my phone but i retrieved it back so many time. this time it may be real.

are things telling me to let go ?? seeing that i still can't let go after so long, are circumstances forcing me to do so ?? people have girlfriend already, why am i still such a bitch to cling on. he doesn't know that i cry so much for him, miss him so much, thinks of him everyday, so why am i still so foolish, doing things that will bring me nowhere.

i want to forget him, i really want to. i really tried not to think anymore, not to bring this up here anymore. i sweared i really tried to forget.

but i just couldn't contain my feelings for him. i love you jason, even after so long ..... sighs ... you love your girlfriend. thank me for smiling in front of you and her when i actually wanted to cry.

god, thank you for making things so hard for me.


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8/03/2007 11:09:00 AM